~ Sometimes , it is better not to know something ... ~

Where are my friends when i need you all . haiz .. i felt so depressed ....

Sms cindy, wanyi, hweeting, sining, jaslyn at 10am like that ... asking them out ..

but .. cindy got work . wanyi just back from chalet , hwee ting sick .

Only sining can come out . but have to wait for her till 1pm ++ ...

Thus in the end ..i didn't go out with any of them ...

Until ... my mum called me .. asking me go jurong east .. i was just at dover at that time . so i just went . So .. family is still my first priority ... i love my mum .. followed by my dad . hehe ...

Sch was boring today . due to my mood, i didn't talk to anyone. i just kept myself quiet .. really quiet ... it's not the usual shan2 u see... i have to admit i was really sad and moody in school ...

Another thing i got to know today shocked me . One classmate of mine told me that XXX group discussions and conversations revolve around gossiping others and saying bad words of other. OOh my god ... i didn't know that XXX grp is like this .. haiz ... I was also told that just becos a person did something wrong, the rest of the grp will start adding 'oil' and 'sauces' to the conversations .. haiz .. why like this ? can anyone tell me why i have such classmates in my class...

I don't know if i am already a victim or not , i do not know . I think whoever that gets in their way will kanna shoot ... so again..in my 1st line of my this post, i already said ....

~ Sometimes , it is better not to know something ... ~

.. i don't dare to ask my this kind classmate whether they got say me mah .. haha .. though i am curious .. i did not dare to ask her ...

This classmate of mine , told me that she's having difficulties staying in that XXX grp ... i pity her u know .. i always see her alone there.. quiet .. and not joining into others conversation ...

haiz ... now what i want is someone who can make me happy . and that person is renfu ... seeing him would make my day happy ... hope today wanyu will have him !!! I need you seriously ..

Extras...

1) Yee hao .. yr hair is really weird .. 1st is earholes .. now is yr hairstyle .. stop betting with others and keep losing ... haha .. u will only suffer ! haha .. shld have took a photo of yr hair ! haha ...

2) Ting ar .. get well soon ba.. really appreciated that u can go watch movie with me .. but i dun wanna get sick too u know .. haha ... (indirectly saying that u might pass yr virus to me la !!! ) haha .. dun kill me !! ~~~

3) Good luck to my kind classmate ... thanks for letting me know the truth of that XXX grp ...

If u want, u may join us for lunch anytime . but u must be prepared that our grp ALWAYS talk about FOOD de wor !!! hahahaah .. and we also like to dine outside .. i mean out of SP !!! haha ...

4) to myself ... : stop thinking too much ... just get going .. AND !!! Pls be more obsessed with 5566 ....

5) Friends and Family : Thanks for being with me ... !!!