A lonely day today .... now is 9.44am ... and my house only left me alone ! Got good things but also bad things as well la ... Good thing is peaceful ! bad thing is lonely ...

Actually ... yesterday a bit sad ... cos of something ... maybe i shouldn't have said it out lor ... when the 'words' reflected back on it ... i felt pain in my heart ... haiz .. let bygones be bygones ...

*** i don't know if our friendship can last long ma ... since you said that our conversation always revolves around idols ... is it so ??? i don't know ... i feel very sad about this ...

and just half an hour ago , my elder sis 'went' crazy lor ... i mean i didn't mean that way but she INSISTED that i meant that way .... haiz ... why ???? it's true what .. she always thinks that she is right ... let her win lor ... fine ... but can YOU please put yr hand on yr heart and THINK throughly 1st ??? with her this kind of attitude ... i dun understand how ppl can live / be fren wif you ... u have to change .... not us .... we can tolerate u but u yrself must WAKE UP !!! i had enough of it ..

that's why i ask ting b4 ... why sometimes sister can be that good ??? why some stoires i read before had such good brothers ...

I feel said becos i don't tink i have ... i really hope i can have good sisters (doesn't really have to be same surname) ... just like 5566 ... look at these 4 guys ... well they do quarrel sometimes .. but look at their brotherly relationship ... i envy ... i admire ... i wish i could have ... sisterly relationship ??? hahahaha ... haiz ... (>_
i am a pessimist lor ... whenever i am free , i will start thinking bad things ... in the sense that i will worry this and that ... haiz ... but sometimes it is good to be pessimist also la ... well ... as for this .. i myself know why ...

So ... dunno la ... mood not really good ... cos of yesterday and today morning ... Haiz... ++ tml renfu going off ... heartbroken ...

** btw , i enjoyed yesterday's karaoke with jiamei .. hee ... but i didn't buy anything .. cos no money ... i wanted that small pouch .. although it cost only $4 .. i didn't buy it in the end ..

should i go dye my hair ? If yes ... i tml or wed going le.. i no .. then i tell my small sis go herself to cut her hair... haha ... me very lazy to wait there waiting for ppl to cut hair ... (>_<;)

K la ... gtg bye ...

to ting : haha ... i tue/ wed / thurs can go yr house ar !!! haha ...