so sad ... reached home almost 7 p.m !!! waited that stupid $^&47^%*! 67 damn freaking long la !!! wait wait wait ! i have no patience at all !!!

Went BPP (BBP???) with manda , loser and lamer ! haha ... haha ... opps ... should i erase that lamer and write the real name? but i think nvm .. he won't know it !

Anyway , sitting with manda is sort of more relaxing ! erm ... she slackzzzz ... and i benefited ! cos it's like i'm getting stress out of those freaks around me doing maths , accts and all sort of sch-related stuffs !!!

Why can't they just let themselves off a few days ... well , i had been lidat b4 , but it's really painful ... i remembered when i was preparing for mid yr papers , i had a real headache !!! it's all due to stress !!! and everyone(gers) in my class was like saying me look so stress ...

at may , i thought that doing hmworks at sch is better than at hm ... cos can relax at hm ... but now ... the commotions happening inside my class is horrible ... how to study under that environment???

and moreover , i'm getting sick often ... feverish , sicky .... all sorts of illness ... cancer ??? no lah .. just joking ...

today tai tai din come ! so sad ... ( the opposite ) !!! no naggings ... haha ...
but sometimes i feel quite happy/glad that we do chat about outside sch stuffs ... it's as if we are like frens rather and teacher-student relationship !!!

Well ... think i have decided to stay @ home and not going for the wonderful ( going-to-be) concert!!! erm ... 1st of all is no $$ la .. dun wana ask from mum , cos she had some ....... probs ...

Well ... I do hope that i will not be affected by some probs which caused me dun feel like studying ...

i treasure my frenships ... i really does !!! but it can't be help ... arguments , quarrels , disagreements, all sort of craps are happening around me ! i like to joke , and laugh ... but it's like some doesn't appreciate it ! they think im lame ... leave me alone ... dun wanna tok to me ... ignore me ... kept distance away from me ,aproached others instead of me , and try to compete with me to win me ! it's so .... damn .... i dun wanna say it out ... it's too vulgar !!! haha ...

well .. looking forward to tml SDC trip ...

byez ...