Tml is stats CA2 . haiz .. i think i dun wanna stress myself le ...

Let's tok about happy things ...

Yesterday wanyu's was really funny. shaowei and renfu as host ... although renfu talk very little, shaowei was the main reason why the whole show was so funny . he keep on bully GINO .. haha ...

however, i do wish that the old renfu can come back . after he came back from china, he really changed a lot. no longer that active one. sometimes, he could just stay at the back and he just stay quiet, while the rest talk . haiz .. that's not the way la ... dunno wad's troubling him or wad has happened to him lor..

Recently me also feel quite tense up ... can't really sleep well in the night. all my dreams were like... shit my project like this not right, omg,my report not done yet .. it's very irritating .. and i hate it so much ... is this pressure ? yeah i think so lor ... haiz... once i cleared off all these school stuffs , i bet i can sleep well as usual le ...

feeling scared, bored, sad, frustrated and happy ... a mixture of feelings .. different things different emotions .. very irritating .. i hate my house being noisy ... i hate noise .......... can't even concentrate in my studies when my sis is watching TV , bro playing with nonesense, and my aunt talks here and there .. IT's DAMN noisy ...
and thus i decided not to study ... maybe tml when i reach school then in shall really start going thru everything...


Recently love to being alone .. maybe i like quietness ... haiz ... anti-social ? hmm no la .. i quite noisy sometimes de ... but now in school , i chose to stay away from jas they all leh.. especially in lectures. cos i wan to listen to lectures. and i dun wish to talk ... hmm ... why like this ar ? haiz ...


I wan to go orchard . but no company ... i am looking forward to that day which i can go orchard . and i think it will be soon . perhaps just after i cleared all my school stuffs and my accts exam paper ..

shld i work . but i am lazy .. i think my holiday i will just stick with games and TV an Computer ... 5566 etc ...haiz .. feel like working but i dun wanna work on sunday , cos i cannot bear to sacrifice my 5566 on sunday ...

kla ... long time didn't blog so long le . cos stress u know ? haiz...

*when one is happy, one would forget it very soon.
**but when one is sad/frustrated, these feelings will hold on to you for so long ..

Hope this does not happens to everyone . though i'm the one who does. >_<