Atashi ...

2006-10-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY DECLARING CHANGING OF BLOG

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/shan102088

BYE BYE BLOGGER.COM !!!

2006-10-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

what had not happened happened today .. just as what xiao suan expected ...

conflicts on forming groups for WSD . nobody wanted to take charmaine in any of the grps .. neither do i too actually .. but anyway .. after an hour of "talking" .. allright .. we, this minority of 5 , VS the majority of 16 , lose .. haha ...

so we 5 ... played 'LUCKY DRAW' !!! and thanks to heaven , i picked charmaine into my grp .. oh dear .. now i have to accept it .. so though 3 members in a grp, i guess only 2 will be working on the project i think ... haha ...

sianz ..flu now..

summore, my tagboard got something wrong. haha . is this hinting me that i shld switch to wretch PERMANTELY? nah .. i dun wish to type chinese so often, though can type english la .. but no point typing english on a chinese-specialised blog okay ...

hmm ... most probably getting pay next week le . hooray !!!

oh damn .. shit . i think i am having fever now .. wow . so fast ??

Currently listening to jay chou's ting ma ma de hua ! ... hmm .. wanna calm my mood down ..yeah . due to the classmates probs .. haiz .. but i'm relief that at least i am in a 5 member grp .. haha .. xiao suan, xiuling, michelle and jin chan and ME! ... the minorities !!!

SPSS exam next week .. buck up shan !!! dun wanna get below A !!! >_< ..

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Suddenly , i miss all my frens ... \(0_0;)/
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2006-10-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

Allright .. lots of thoughts in my mind right now . I'll try to express all out if i can okay ?

-I can't socialise well .. Today .. during econs, i was being separated to other grps to discuss tutorial.. and i felt that i couldn't tok with them ... it's like .. they are strangers to me . what shld i do ?

-you can choose yr own friends isn't it ? this is what i believe . i cannot accept the fact that everyone in this world is yr fren .. yep . i can't .. well .. i am very dependant on others ... so frens out there. i need u all a lot .. and a lot...

-sch life sucks man . i dun like to listen to lectures.. i can't stay quiet down there and listen to talks . i need to talk .. i need to move around . i dun like to shut myself in a room for too long.. so .. jas .. stop complaining about me being noisy during lectures okay ! haha ..

-5566 .. ppl around me keep saying me too obsessed with them le. but i do not think so .
i think only me myself can understand why they are essential to me . i do not need to say out as i tink no one would understand except myself .. so no point saying out .. yeah ..

-food .. haha .. am i in love with food ? after renfu's influence ? omg .. this shouldn't be the way okay ..though it is a good topic to chat with frens when there's no other topic to talk to ..

-teachers .. oh no .. u all are horrible .. allright .. not ALL , but certain ones..yeah .. though u all are PART-TIME lecturers or tutors , pls .. for god's sake .. please teach properly .. not having the attitude .. in class i just talk .. after class , i just go... omg . u think we can understand u ? yeah . this is especially for WSD,Econs, and worst of all, Gems module ... haiz ... >_<

Allright.. enough grumbles ... shall stop here .. tml got work ..

*Smsed jiamei wishing her a Happy Birthday ... but she didn't reply me .. oh okay lor .. >_<

** Tml mummy b.day !!! Happy Birthday to Mummy !!!

*** Wish everyone be Happy always !!!

2006-10-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

went work again .. allright .. damn tired right now ...

Haze is awful ..It makes Singapore look like Genting u know .. haha ..

I just hope that i won't fall sick ...

1 more week i can get my pay le ! must save this time ...

My mum b.day coming .. but i have to work on that day .. sad nah ... >_< .. no choice la ..

Well .. i have comment myself today .. Yeah .. shan2 had done her Stats tutorial !!! Hooray !! no more worries !! But .. my econs tutorial not done yet .. In school !!! i didn't bring it home .. allright .. walk one step see one step ba ..maybe monday go school early do ? haha ... see 1st la ...
oh yah ... 10th oct is also jiamei b.day !!! hehe ... almost forgot ..but i so long didn't contact her le ... maybe send her an sms on that day ba .. k la ..

currently applying mask on my face .. so cooling & refreshing .. my skin needs mositure okay .. well .. the relaxing me ...

i am damn worried for my stats lab test lor .. SPSS .. kk .. shan .. relax !!! hehe

that's all la .. kk .. bye bye

2006-10-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

met wanyi at lot one ... treat her eat aijisan ramen .. yummy !! I ate ranku ramen .. hehe ...

Went work at 5pm !! Today is mid-autumn festival ... also known as lantern festival .. and poor me got to go work .. haiz .. nvm la . $$ more impt! haha .. copy renfu de ...

Anyway .. i think i must find one day and start doing my stats tutorial !!! i think maybe sunday ? hehe ...

Allright ... i wanna go chinatown and get some CDs .. anyone wanna accompany me ??

O Level english coming soon .. yeah .. gotta start doing something le la ... stop being lazy anymore !!

Renfu hair back to black color again .. Well ... still not done yet .. maybe he will style his hair bah .. dunno also .. mon think can see him le ...

Kone no longer belongs to Jungiery .. they belong to XiaoDao(formal 5566 member) .. haiz.. is this good or bad ? ..Allright .. let's wait and see

Well .. i'm really tired right now.. now 12am liao!!! actually is friday de.. now it ended up with Saturday .. haha ..

Kla.. bye !!

2006-10-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

Watched Rob D Hood with ting today ... anyway ... smuggled bubble milk tea inside .. haha .. yummy ...

Rob D Hood is SUPER nice ! So long didn't watch movie le ... haha ... The baby is super cute !!

Highly recommended to all my friends out there !!! Hehe ....

I finally bought The Body Shop's Sunscreen Protection Cream le !!! Yeah !!! But EX neh ... haiz .. no choice ... I don't want freckles !!!

2006-10-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

In school currently ... So sianz ..

Woke up at 6.30am .. haiz .. sad yesterday .. due to someone and something .. w
Well let bygones be bygones then ...

Had a 3-hour lesson on E-Commerce Management .. Damn sianz lor ... somemore only managed to watch 2 parts of shao gong only .. Aiyoh .. Renfu make spoil the pole .... then the game cannot be continue further .. >_<

Anyway ... didn't go tiong bahru ... so i didn't have the chance to buy my body shop thing ...

Later going out with ting to watch movie .. Rob d Hood by Jacky and Charlene Choi .. hehe .. looking forward to it ..

** Know what ? till noon then i realised i didn't bring my wallet to school today ... OMG .. and how did i managed to come school ? Luckily i had my ez-link card in my bag ..thus i manage to go sch without bringing wallet ... Borrowed $50 from xiao xuan lor .. no $$to eat and watch movie later .. haha ...

Sianz .. my class is really boring right now ... Listening to the 'mono-toned' lecturer .. haha ...

Kk .. gtg la.. bye bye

2006-10-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

WHAHAHAHA ....Is this an insult ?? You want me to use this ANTIQUE COMPUTER ???

NO WAY !!! ~~~

Thus .. now .. thanks to SOMEONE ... I need to search for a MUCH MORE BETTER PC .. Compared to this ...

While everyone is using Windows XP at home .. That one lying in my living room is Windows 2000 ...

While everyone browser can view Chinese and Japanese wordings ... that stupid one there could not ...

Whahaha .. What a joke it is ...

Forget it .. I will stick to my laptop ...

**I will not thanks anyone who 'DID' anything to this desktop .. it had become WORSE !!!
So why should i appreciate your 'HELP' ....
Whahaha .. So funny to see this in my house !!!

Of course .. i am refering to YOU who has been coming my house as u like ...

But please get things clear, IT IS MY HOUSE , NOT YOURS !!! ...

So ... pls be more sensible ... though u are even older than me

Secretly telling u this .. ** My dad dun even like u as well ... ..So Shoo OFF ASAP !!!

Lamer ...

2006-10-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Actually wanted to post in wretch de .. haha .. but lazy to type chinese ..

well... went to work ... today wad really busy ... but anyway .. after lots of troubles during work.. i finally gotten my pay ! yeah !!! haha ... furthermore, today i played Mr Fighting on tv ... haha .. so i watched it when i'm free .. work + free 5566 to watch ! haah .. work became not tedious liao !!! haha .. bad thing is .. XXX worked with me today . yeah... suffered some 'scoldings' as usual .. forget it ...

Hmmm .. ting asking me go watch movie wor. yah i want ! and i have checked . Tiong bahru 1.05pm got wor !!! haha ... but then hor .. i choose that timing is becos i got 3 hour break from 12~3pm .. haha .. do u think i go for that timing ? or evening de ?

alternatively, we can watch CCK 5.30pm de . but i released at 5pm wor !!! haha .. just wait and see la ... dunno also ...

This week i will be working on wed night and sat morning .. morning shift wor ... haha ... 9.30pm ~ 5.30pm ... much more pay than 5pm~11pm ... haha ..

Ok la .. tml got sch ..6am must wake up . gtg sleep le la .. bye bye ...

**Today's shao gong seems nice ...saw from net de .. hope tml youtube will have . and i'll try to watch it during my 2 hour break in school .haha ...

Bye ~

2006-09-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

~ Sometimes , it is better not to know something ... ~

Where are my friends when i need you all . haiz .. i felt so depressed ....

Sms cindy, wanyi, hweeting, sining, jaslyn at 10am like that ... asking them out ..

but .. cindy got work . wanyi just back from chalet , hwee ting sick .

Only sining can come out . but have to wait for her till 1pm ++ ...

Thus in the end ..i didn't go out with any of them ...

Until ... my mum called me .. asking me go jurong east .. i was just at dover at that time . so i just went . So .. family is still my first priority ... i love my mum .. followed by my dad . hehe ...

Sch was boring today . due to my mood, i didn't talk to anyone. i just kept myself quiet .. really quiet ... it's not the usual shan2 u see... i have to admit i was really sad and moody in school ...

Another thing i got to know today shocked me . One classmate of mine told me that XXX group discussions and conversations revolve around gossiping others and saying bad words of other. OOh my god ... i didn't know that XXX grp is like this .. haiz ... I was also told that just becos a person did something wrong, the rest of the grp will start adding 'oil' and 'sauces' to the conversations .. haiz .. why like this ? can anyone tell me why i have such classmates in my class...

I don't know if i am already a victim or not , i do not know . I think whoever that gets in their way will kanna shoot ... so again..in my 1st line of my this post, i already said ....

~ Sometimes , it is better not to know something ... ~

.. i don't dare to ask my this kind classmate whether they got say me mah .. haha .. though i am curious .. i did not dare to ask her ...

This classmate of mine , told me that she's having difficulties staying in that XXX grp ... i pity her u know .. i always see her alone there.. quiet .. and not joining into others conversation ...

haiz ... now what i want is someone who can make me happy . and that person is renfu ... seeing him would make my day happy ... hope today wanyu will have him !!! I need you seriously ..

Extras...

1) Yee hao .. yr hair is really weird .. 1st is earholes .. now is yr hairstyle .. stop betting with others and keep losing ... haha .. u will only suffer ! haha .. shld have took a photo of yr hair ! haha ...

2) Ting ar .. get well soon ba.. really appreciated that u can go watch movie with me .. but i dun wanna get sick too u know .. haha ... (indirectly saying that u might pass yr virus to me la !!! ) haha .. dun kill me !! ~~~

3) Good luck to my kind classmate ... thanks for letting me know the truth of that XXX grp ...

If u want, u may join us for lunch anytime . but u must be prepared that our grp ALWAYS talk about FOOD de wor !!! hahahaah .. and we also like to dine outside .. i mean out of SP !!! haha ...

4) to myself ... : stop thinking too much ... just get going .. AND !!! Pls be more obsessed with 5566 ....

5) Friends and Family : Thanks for being with me ... !!!

FairyTale

2006-09-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

Sch ended at 12pm today .

Boring lessons i had .. Kept talking all the way . haha

Going to work later at 5pm ...Somehow abit looking forward to it buy scared neh ..haiz ...

tml i wanna go eat mah la ban mian leh.haha .. though i just ate 1 bowl yesterday , i want to try it again tml . Yesh .. the highly recommended mah la ban mian from jas and agnes.... haha ... hot & spicy + little of sour . hehe

sick of surfing net le. yeah .. surprisingly .. haha .. everyday 5566 5566 ...

i hope today wanyu won't have renfu .cos i can't watch it ..so i rather he don't host today ! haha .. so selffish hor me ...
kla. nothing to blog le. hehe ..

Jaa ne...

FairyTale

2006-09-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

FairyTale

Went school ... today's lesson was boring ..

well .. actually today i want to blog about something that's personal ...

Friendship ~

I can really understand the difference between true friends and classmates ...

Classmate is one u would talk to when u see each other in school, and usually doesn't talk much .

Friend is one you would endlessly talk to , no matter what topic ...

Well .. Is it better to be a girl or boy ? i mean male of female ...

I dun really like the personality of a typical female .. Why do ppl say that female are gossipers ?

It's true you know ... And also... females tend to be more mean and emotional ...

Haiz ... talk to one of my class de girl .. she's facing some communication problems with XXXs .. but, i feel helpless ...

I dunno what shid i say to her. i only nod my head and hmm .... hmm .. hmm ...

I believe that i have no solutions to these kind of problems .. cause sometimes i myself also faces this too ...

Walk one step see one step ...

PS: we stuffed our locker with lots of biscuits ... cos we are having 8am class everyday ... haha ...

2006-09-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

1st day of school ... Break all the way la ..

though lesson starts at 8am , i 7.35am then went out of house . Reached dover at 8.05am like that .. Thanks xiao suan and xiu ling , who was waiting for me ! hehe ...

Anyway .. i got my Econs exams marks le .. hehe . quite satisfied la ...

Oh yah .. michelle didn't come school today . wondering what happened to her? is she back in Singapore? I'm afraid that she don't know today start school leh . haha

Anyway ... had 3 hour break .. so went Jurong Point ...

Wanted to eat kway chap .. but the auntie dun wanna sell to us , cos our total cost didn't exceed $3 .. haiz ... kk .. then i ate normal rice lor ... 2 vegetables dishes and 1 meat .. $3.50 .. okay la.. just normal food .. haha ...

Then went shop around at Jurong Point . it's the first time we went out with jin chan .. yeah .. she's always alone , and now i think she is starting to join our grp le . yeah ! haha .. she won't be alone anymore .. haha

Well ... this sem de teacher. i dun like accts de .. cos is indian ppl .. haha... i dun like the way they talk .. . allright, i'm racist .. sorry everyone .. haha ....

Had fun chatting with everyone.. jas , agnes, celine, ming juan , xiao suan , xiuling ( the blurrest ) and of course, jin chan .. oh yah..still got yoke teng, who accompanied me to take LRT ..though 1 stop only .. haha ..

kk .. had a happy and enjoyable day in school as well as in Jpoint .. haha ..

Xiao suan and jin chan like "Ya Lun" in Fahrenheit while me and xl like "Wu Jun" in Fahrenheit .. haha ... different taste la ..

oh yah .. so envy of jin chan .. she went US lor ... the study tour my sch organised .. she went disneyland, visited companies such as google and apple ..

but .. know what ? she lost her laptop ( IBM de) in taxi .. haiz .. wasted ...

k la . stop here today .. bye !

2006-09-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

Tsubasa Imai 1st tour 23 to 24 Solo concert DVD !!!

Shld i get the japanese version ? Jap version will cost me $70 ..

But if i get the HK version, it will only cost me $30++ ...

But !!! Jap version got the black handphone strap !!!

But !!! It won't be a set if i don't buy Takki's Solo Con DVD ...

And !!! I only intend to get Tsubasa DVD only .. not Takki ...

So !!! Even if i got the hp strap, it won't be A SET !!!

THUS !!! Does it mean i shld get the HK version ???

Which version shid i buy ???

2006-09-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

My new Blog

Coming here to promote my new blog !!! But don't be mistaken ! I'm not neglecting this blog wor .. it's just that i like Wretch too much .. haha .. Easy to upload photos .. hehe .. So ... feel free to go there la ...

Sign my guestbook too . Thanks ...

2006-09-21T11:26:00.000+08:00

Must watch this.. hehe .. the long time no see renfu and shanwei . from this video , u can really see how cute renfu misses his partner, zhang A-wei !!! .. So cute ..

2006-09-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

damn angry with my work lor .

last week i worked on sat and sun. and on sun, the boss tell me to comeon wed. and on wed, which is yesterday, he asked me when i can work . i said wed, fri , sat and sun . then he say. k u come on wed . kaoz... so i 1 week only need to work 1 day only ... damn it lor ... he say fri sat and sun he got enuff ppl le...

came back home . mum told me to quit la ... haiz... i also very angry and sad la ...stupid boss ...

shld i continue to work ? the pay is only $4 an hour lor . not even $4.50... haiz ...

1 month pay also not even $100 at all...

But once a week .. thurs sch at 8 am somemore ... thinking that at least still got some $$ can take, perhaps i shld continue to work for him ? haiz .. feeling sad and troubled ...

anyway .. .yesterday i had a quite satisfying experience working with joyce and wen hui. though it's the 1st time i work with them .. they are quite nice and gentle to me .. so now i realised .. that andrea, isn't that good .. haha .. joyce they all were saying that andrea is so proud.. etc etc .. haha .. i didn't dare say anything la ... but in my heart , i feel quite true lor . cos she got bully me .. haha .. that andrea always find fault in me . when i just accidentally drop one vcd, she will .. aiyoh, must be careful ar .later spoil le ... i was like . wah lao . as if i want like that ... >_<>_<

Then ... another angry and frustrating thing i encountered . My laptop cannot go into internet .. since yesterday night till just now.. i thought my com got problem lor... search the whole house for my acer warranty but i can't find .. damn angry with my mum lor... then i go twist and turn the modem cable .. then i try to on my laptop again , go into the Internet , eh .. successfull !!! wah lao ... was damn happy lor ...

Wah .. i got very bad attitude hor .. haiz ..no choice ... used to playing com le . no com, i will die !!! haha .. i always say mp3 is my num 1.. now i think computer is my num2 !!!

Anyway .. i managed to get into the same class with michelle for Gems .. understanding weather this module ... then the blur xl , who missed her appointment time for registering gems , also managed to get into the same class as me. hehe ... so this is the 1st time , me and xl not joining jas and agnes for gems .. cos they thurs no sch .. so they won't want thurs gems de la .. as for us, even though our 1st class on thurs starts at 10am , our gems is from 8am to 10am . i think we must fly there everytime for our 10am class de. haha ... >_<>_<

2006-09-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

A tired tuesday i had .

Woke up at nine am and called Sining immediately.

Played com a while and met Sining at ten am downstairs .
I didn't bring any bag today and thus i have to wait for her to go back upstairs to put her bag down . cos she also dun wana bring back after seeing me didn't bring bag .. kk . well ... copycat u ar . haha ...

Went orchard . Yeah it had been so long since i went orchard. The last time i went was with ting and char . furthermore, we didn't shop finished lor ... i mean level 4 or 5 .. So today i had my chance . but rest assure, it's window shopping ...

Alighted at tangs there, went inside tangs .. wow . things inside are just so expensive. Sining tried one Levi's Jeans .. hmm i can say her taste and my taste are so different . she tried but didn't buy . excuse? wait for pay 1st la ...

kk .. then went wisma .. went into forever 21 ... again . she tried but didn't buy . then went to kino . nothing much to see . then went heeren ... went to eat sakae sushi ... 9 for $9 promotion . wow that's cheap . As we are not big eaters, thus we only ate 9 plates . We wanted to stop at the 7th plate de . but thinking that , 2 more plates then worth la .. haha .. then we ordered an additional cha soba and potato XXX de ... the cha soba was plainly nice ... yeah .. not bad la .. but sining say it's actually a appetiser . haha ... heck care la ... Anyway, i drank almost like 4~ 5 cups of hot green tea. kept refilling . those who eat sushi with me shld know that i love Sakae's Green tea ! haha ...
kk .. so the total bill was about $12 ... wow cheap hor ???

then went Annex there to walk .. level 4 & 5 .. Sining bought a white skirt for $26.90 .. kk . she's rich ... Anyway , i saw junhao, adrian and a guy which i forgot his name . Well .. junhao saw me first , we waved to each another . but u know something .. i was sad and angry that i asked that guy what's yr name huh ... know what ? they just walked off .. i was truly sad about this man ... well .. sining say maybe they can't hear me ... yeah i hope probably so ba .. cos i was at the escalator while they were already at the pathway le .. but we are only 2metres apart lor ... kk. no matter what . i think i shouldn't be so sensitive la ... kk shan .. dun be sad le .. >_< .. then again , i saw a AES girl .. think she was in 4/1 de .. she's wearing JC uniform .. but we waved to each another .. happy !!! hehe ... then took 190 bus back to CCK .. transferred to bus 67 ... lazy to walk mah !!! kk .. than .. reach home at 4pm ++ .. came back played com ... then met Sining at 5pm ... went swimming ... Long time no swim le . due to ghost month . though now is also ghost month , but we went . haha .. Luckily today not as much ppl as last time .. kkk .. the fast swimmer sining swam about 12 laps ... while the slow swimmer , shan shan , swam only about 7 or 8 laps... Well.. poor me ... my arms are aching right now .. KK wait .. now is the most important thing that happened today !

TODAY , 9/19/2006 , i had the most wonderful dessert in Delifrance . Let me start my dessert description now .. I ordered XXX ( forgot the name le ) ... It got a chocolate muffin with 2 strawberry on top , and valina ice cream spreaded with hot fudge . And know why i like this so much ??? The moment you eat your muffin , the hot fudge inside start OZZING out ... Oh my god . This is SO SUPRISING man .. damn nice and sweet ... hehe ... I love this so much . Highly recommended to everyone ! Please try it out ppl ... Anyway .. thanks sining for treating me this . hehe .. though i feel so sinful eating it . i will defintely grew fatter >_< ... total bill cost $16++

Sining was still hungry after eating her share of ice cream at delifrance. So she went to buy Old Chang Kee ... $4.30 .. got squid , nuggets and gyoza and one spring roll .. well i ate a bit .. hehe .. tasted one of each except srping roll.. the squid and gyoza are my 1st time try , actually even nuggets also .. hehe .. squid taste nicer than the others. Didn't dare eat much la. cos 1stly i didn't pay for it, 2ndly, today eat TOO MUCH le .. Sushi... Dessert etc .. OMG...

Then walk around .. i saw kai ying , but i think she didn't saw me .. Saw shu qun .. she waved to me .. wow.. today saw so many ppl lor .. i even saw my neighbour at heeren too .. hehe .. k la ... enough of typing le .. going see shao gong liao ..

Anyway .. i want to buy EDC's jeans .. $99.90 .. hehe .. save save save .. Sining wanted to help me pay 1st de then next time i pay her back .. but dun wan la .. haha ...

A happy but tired day shopping and swimming and eating i had !!! hehe ...
the only sad thing is that i didn't took the photo of the dessert i ate . It's REALLY VERY DELICIOUS ... SWEET man !!! hehe

2006-09-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

20 mins more to sunday . i damn tired right now. just finished work. reached home but i can't bath cos my stupid big sis is inside the bathroom . darn ..

my work ..

well . .it's still acceptable until i heard that those weekday staff are like so scary . omg . i think , just follow one rule, speak lesser, do more things . haha ... this is what a newbie shld do . allright ... the staff today are quite nice to me . but things might not be true . haha . still have to be careful la . the boss is so stern . a bit scary u know . so again , i just pretend to be busy, pack this and that .

noon was quite empty but evening onwards was busy . i ate chicken rice at 6pm++ .
was damn hungry ... stomach kept growling but i controlled myself. why ? cos i ate breakfast cum lunch at 11am. so .. yah .. so many hours without food was terrible .

anyway, the good thing of this job is that i can watch a lot of dramas . like today they played my fav zhang wei jian, dicky cheung's drama . xiao yu er yu hua wu que . haha .. then .. played the korean drama, goong. but not really watched cos too busy . or can say that cannot concentrate la . then after that they played liao zai .. a so call ghost drama . got rainie yang cheng lin and wang lu jiang . didn't dare to watch but managed to peek a few scary scene . haha

overall , i will only give this job 60marks la . i dun really like the boss . face black black de . haha . boss are always like that .

so .. walk one step see one step ba ..

hee >_<

tired, and now , finally i can go bath le . haha .. bye ...

2006-09-16T09:48:00.000+08:00

morning right now . had ample of sleep . weather is a bit cold . thus this makes my sleep more comfortable . haha .love my bed , my 2 blankets , my dog, my small pillow and my bolster . hehe .. Love u all so much ..

Well . one more hour later i am off to work . abit nervous . yeah but i know that i must overcome it . haha ..

So i will tell the uncle i can only work on wed or fri during weekdays .

walk one step see one step la ...

Anyway . went youtube watch something which is neither related to 5566 nor have 5566. It's a talking show called Ma La Tian Hou Gong . So this episode, the topic was "Tong gao yi ren de ma la xin shuan" .
My comments on this episode after watching it is . haiz .. they are so poor thing . they have to suffer this and that yet the money they get is definitely much more LESSER than those popstars themselves. haiz .. Entertainment this route is really very dark and tough . So ..those mei mei who wanna think of going into this job, must really consider the consequences first . I guess the 1st thing u have to do is, tear yr face off . yeah . cos, u have to lose yr face in front of the TV then u can become popular. Well . there are exceptional cases though. like jay chou . his composing talent and his unique singing tone/technique.

Really pity these artistes ...

Yesterday watch shao nian te gong dui . 9/10 de . finally it is released on youtube . why am i so eager to watch is becos renfu was kanna tricked due to his b.day .

Xiezhi they all planned this de. hehe .. so renfu was made to ran and catch the freebies for almost 10 times. at first he was happy as he can re-run again . cos he he catch the freebies, he can get NT5000 . so the love-money-renfu will never ever let the chance fly again . so he run again . then sometimes ( all part of the trick ) , the coach purposely threw the freebies in a very lousy way , or whistle did not blew off but renfu had run le . haha . well can see that renfu didn't really throw temper . yeah , as mentioned , he had grew up . so he only complained a bit . haha . then xiezhi they all brought the cake out and celebrate it with him . he was touched but he kept putting swimming pool water onto his face . haha .. cute ar ...
so this was basically what happened la ..

Go see see ba ...

2006-09-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Well. surfing around . i have to admit i am really an emotional girl .

This is my life. I have to admit. I always grunt about this and that but i am lazy to solve it out. Well.. Feeling low right now despite just finished watching wanyu at channel 56.

My classmate , XXX , had gotten herself a new bf . well . this may be good for her ? i don't really want to touch her 'romance' part. So let's just be normal good poly frens okay .
>>> Sometimes, it is better not to know something <<<

Appearance is given by god. U can't really do anything to it, except improvements.
Recently just saw Ah-Mei Jie ( Xu Chun Mei ) new look . she went plastic surgery i think. yeah she's much more beautiful compared to earlier.
>>> In this world, there's no ugly women, only lazy women <<<
>>> Effort will give results <<< Shan2: 'But not ALWAYS so!'

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Kk, i should not think so much. it would only make myself sad and moody.

Anyway, sent message asking around who will be uploading 9/10 shao nian te gong dui. But it seems like nobody can. Cos some are busy, or problem with the file format. So , i think the only solution is > DOWNLOAD. And my stupid laptop will take ages to finish this task . cos this file is 900MB++ .. Can't use my desktop as it is out of order. and it had been lying dead for almost 1 month i guess. with consideration on my family current financial situation, i decided not to repair it so soon yet , though my mum keep saying when want to repair ar ??
The cost ? i'm scared that it might need a lot . like $100 ?? I don't know ...

Anyway, i think the main problem with my is lack of confidence. Yeah . though i had already gained more confidence within this 1 ~ 2 years. but i am still sad to say, I need more. Whenever i want to approach something which i fear, i will retreat. After many times of this kind of experience. i have finally figured out that the main problem with me is >>> LACK OF CONFIDENCE !!!

SO .... can someone please tell me how should i solve this issue ? Yeah . i want to improve myself . Or i should rather say that i should change myself . I don't want a chicken shan shan who is always scared of this and that. Before something really happen, i am always panicking about this and that . i really hate this man ... >_<

Renfu, u have been encouraging yr fans to grow up with you. Face things calmly. Make sure you are in the right condition to answer every thing you are being asked. Yeah . Words can be said easily but it is difficult to accomplish. This is my response to you . So ... haiz .. nvm, just watching you on TV will at least satify my need. What need? >>> Entertainment need. haha .. i feel that i sound like treating u as a gigolo. >_< I'm truly sorry .

Kk .. i shall stop here. I guess it's a boring post . Yesh . i am just complaining about myself .

To end off , i shall remind myself that . . .

~~ Everyone have their own life. ~~

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Just get used to it . (>_<)

2006-09-13T14:58:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful Wednesday it is today . 3 great things ..

1) Renfu finished his shi shen's soundtrack recording . and ... he rap !!!! wow ... can say is his first time try to rap lor. together with xiezhi !!! Looking Forward ...

2) The VCD Rental had called me . Telling me to report to work at 12pm on this coming sat , and 5pm on Sun . hmm part-time. though only $4 per hour, i guess it's better than nothing right, compared to MAC's $3.50. It's great news for me right??

3) And Lastly, is my results. Oh . Luckily, my GPA still maintain at the same range. haha .. yeah . Dun wanna be too proud of it . So ... haha ...

The happiest thing is the first one la . renfu de .haha .. cos i wanna hear him sing solo !!!
Shi Shen's main song will be sand by 5566 , and the rest by renfu HIMSELF only !!!! yeah !!! I wan SOLO , I wan SOLO !!!!... nobody can hide or cover renfu's voice anymore. NO MORE ~~~~~~~~~~~ !!! OMG.. i'm crazy ... hahahaha

2006-09-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Jas Birthday...

Happy Birthday to Jaslyn ...

Well .. basically , we went marina sqaure.

met everyone at 7pm . and duh ... someone was late . and it was the birthday girl ! she arrived at 7.30pm .. reason ? Traffic Jam !!! .. duh ...

anyway .. while waiting .. we went hmv to shop . i mean me , xiuling and ming juan ...

decided to go marina square first then we shall choose where we shld go and eat . and after looking the the directory, we chose Changing Appetites !!!

These are what we order >>>

Xiu Ling > TLB ( Tender Loving Beef )
Jaslyn > Me So Salmon
Ming Juan > CA's Original Fish and Chips
Me ! > Chicken curry ! ( yeah . japanese food !!! )

And after main course, as we are all full ( except xiuling ) ... we ordered a Oreo CheeseCake .. hmm . i had a bite and i don't like it. yuck .. so cheesy .. hmm .. so i only tasted the chocolate sauce which was at the bottom of the plate.

Kk .. the total bill was roughly $65 . and it was divided among three, the b.dae girl need not pay. thus, bringing only $26 , i paid $21 , leaving $5 left !

Walk Walk Walk . we walked to esplanade which was just across ! and i saw fullerton hotel !!! SO gorgeous !!! hmm .. how i wish i have the chance to stay one night. but this wish seems so far away .

So .. This is Singapore !!! the night scenary of Singapore . Beautiful isn't it ...
Had the $1 tradtional ice cream . Jas paid for me . Thank You Jas !!! .. Erm .. the ice cream was extremely high . the uncle gave us a lot of scoop! Definitely, as we past by the sea, the breeze blew my ice cream , causing my ice cream to melt extremely fast . Sticky hands i had after finishing my ice cream !

Took mrt home with ming juan . eyes were sleepy . yeah . hold on the the pole to support myself . reached home at 11.15pm .. bathed and here i came ...

~~ Had a Fun Day today ~~

~~~~ Once again , Happy Birthday to Jaslyn !!!! ~~~~

2006-09-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Had been playing computer all along ...

Well . watched the MTV channel from 5pm till 8 pm .. it's the concert. It started with Twins. then Gary Cao ge , then Xiao Xiao .. then F.I.R . hmm .. sumhow f.i.r didn't perform well la. cos i think they were sick .

Mayday rocks man.. they sang 'lian ai i.n.g' ... 'ka chia' and 'jue jiang' . too bad they didn't sing 'sun wu kong' . haiz. it would be more rock lor ... >_<

w-inds . hmm . i can only say that keita voice had changed. become deeper le . no longer able to sing those high pitch liao . my small sis and me were like . oh no ! keita ! stop singing PLEASE !!! .. cos we were feeling soo sooo sorry for his voice ! wanna protect his throat like that . haha ... well .. past is past la . now their songs not really that nice le .. 'boogie woogie 66' .. oh no ... >_< to be frank, it sucks!

cindi wang xin ling .. haha .. jun hao's fav . i mean AES's jun hao ! haha ...
yeah.. she perform 'cai hong de wei xiao' and 'i do' . i like 'i do' more .. cos it is nicer. very pleasant feeling ...

then listened to S.H.E .. i think there were the BEST . ! Yesh . i mean the BEST OKAY !!! .. wow .. i loved their voices combination . damn beautiful man .. recommended to everyone !!! And so .. they sand 'bu xiang zhan da' ( unexpectedly ), and then 'ring ring ring' ...haha .. i like the chorus .. ring ah ring ah ring , ring ah ring ah ring ... hahahaha .... then finally . it's the medley ! definitely , i knew it was 'chu dian' and 'wo men zhen me le' !!! damn nice la .. that's what i could say !!!

kk .. did i miss out anyone ? yah . there is !! ppl like vivian .. guang liang etc.. i didn't see lor . i switch to channel 56 which was showing 5566's shao nian te gong dui !!! haha .. see my renfu mah .. haha

well .. talking about shao gong .. tml they gonna show renfu's b.dae celebration . furhermore, they had a prank on renfu !!! excited ar . hopefully, tml PPStream will have the channel . cos i wanna watch it live !!! ahahahahaha ...

Anyway , i shall now post this . it's damn funny . recommended to those who are bored. it's funny !!!! .. why leh ?? haha . see it yrself ..

i like the way 5566 indulged in themselves ... haha ...

2006-09-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

Friday today . so fast . it's almost 2 weeks of holiday le . Time just passes so fast .

Been enjoying myself with 5566 again . This is the only thing i can do to kill time .

Downloaded Jay's album . i like all his slow songs. especially qian li zhi wai ! hehe ...

played roller coaster tycoon . hmm. finishing slower and slower . no more "excitement" in playing le . so .. yah .. maybe must wait for the craze to come back again .

I like to look at renfu . Just stare at him . haha . i can imagine a lot of things . like how naughty he is . how sincere, how cheerful and happy he was . hmm .. his interactions with xiezhi and shao wei . their brotherly relationship . Wow .. i am getting more and more eager to watch his shi shen lor . can't wait .

Went NTUC fairprice with my mum . bought lots of things .. shampoo, food, groceries etc ... and also ... she bought me the Fasio Mascara!!! Yeah .. i love u mum !
And now, i shall save and get myself a sunscreen lotion! hehe . i dun wan dark spots / freckles on my face !!! hehe ... reduces pigmentation !

kk .. now downloading yesterday wanyu using laptop . and i guess it would take quite long to finish task . haiz ... when will my desktop be sent for repair?

Friends Friends Friends ...

Sandra ... Jia Mei .. Sining .. so long no contact . as well as some friends like Rachel, May , Shizu they all . though they are in msn contact list. but we really seldom chat lor . can say is never chat ba . Hmm ...

Monday meeting jas they all at city hall at 7pm . we shall have a dinner together . each ppl budget $20 .. omg .. $$ again . gotta spend again . my money ar ... >_< dun ever leave me please .

kk .. i shall stop spending le ar !!! ARGH ....

2006-09-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

Recently there's lots of quarrels going on in wanyu's forum

- shanwei's departure
- renfu absentism
- lousy contents of wanyu
- repeated guests
- 'You' girls and 'You' boys

shanwei's departure...
Well .. many could not accept the fact that he, zhang shan wei, had left wanyu. He had hosted wanyu for almost 4 yrs with renfu. And they both had agreed that if one day, when either one leave wanyu , the other one would follow . i can see this coming true. yeah . they kept their promise , at least half-fufilled...

renfu's absentism...
It was said that he is busying with Shi Shen's recordings as well as 56's 4th album . but many fans of him shooted that it's impossible . how could he possibly be so busy till there's no time for him to host wanyu. 'It's all EXCUSES' was what most of the fans responsed.

lousy contents of wanyu...
Actually, it's half-true . This is my opinion . but i can see that the organiser are alreasy trying their best to change the contents. some contents might be lousy, stupid and boring, but there are some in which it gives a distinctive image in audiences. Every one makes mistake right ? So we shall give them time to learn their mistakes. Forgive and Forget.

Repeated guests of wanyu...
Hmm . It's really annoying sometimes when u see the same person coming here everyday. like recently, it's fei lun hai . at least currently, i am okay with them . but i guess those who scolded about this issue are probably those who dislike the guests . Hmm .. what i can say is , everyone has their own preference right. So, for the sake of watching renfu/mengzhe/JR , so why not bear with the guests ? As i think that most viewers are actually watching the hosts more than the guests .

'You' girls and boys...
They are the "outstanding" ones whom came out from the "You" competition. After reading what Winnie Yan, organiser of wanyu, had said. I do agree with her.
These girls and boys came out from this competition. and we just can't let them die off just like that. If not, ppl would think that competitions are just fake ones. Once u win , u get nothing. Well .. thus , we could only accept the fact that, yesh , there are going-to-be artiste. Even though i also dislike them. i think the only thing i can do is not to support them . Well.. idols need supports... but not everyone will 100% give u your support. So .. Good luck to these 'You' girls and boys. The entertainment route is a tough one . Like 5566. initially, they were also kanna scolded by a lot of ppl .. but look at them now. they are so successful now .
some say that u can't compare 'You' girls and boys with 5566 . think differently. how about Singapore Idols, American Idols .. Aren't they also winners from a competition . And like Taufic , Sebastian ... yeah .. they all came out with ALBUMS !!! So why can't 'You' girls and boys release singles too ? Yep , they came out with one. and again, ppl started scolding . cos they just can't accept . i'm afraid to say that i am also one of these anti-'You' series of boys and girls .
Again, the best thing to do is ... Not to support them ..

So .. Like what Renfu had said in his blog, Yeah .. we should really calm down and thing throughfully. Before the words come out from our mouth, maybe we should think of others first ? And , instead of changing the others , why not change yourself first ? Hmm ... seriously , i also think that i should change myself also . Sometimes, i really think that i have a really bad attitude. For eg, once i dislike a person , i will hate that person. It's really scary sometimes... See.. even i myself also can't stand myself . I have to admit that there's an angel shan2 as well as a devil shan2 . >_<

KK.. it's such a long post . and all these efforts in typing out is just to let me myself to arrange my thoughts . And hopefully, wanyu's forum will have lesser arguments. Let bygones be bygones. Everyone will say something wrong when he/she is angry... >_< kk ???

Don't be worry ... Be Happy Always ...

2006-09-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm .. I have calmed down . Relax ...

Well .. just came back from school. It was a so-so experience la .

Met xl at 12pm . congrats her for being able to receive her bursary . she's in need of $$ . and know what ? school just deducted the school fees that was due directly from the $1000 she is supposed to receive ...

Ate a bit of pizaa hut for lunch ..

Went for briefing at 1.30pm ... Learn about what we supposed to teach later .

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And finally, the kids came . these kids are from family service centre in hougang . and our job are to teach them how to make a greeting card ( Animated ) . Hmm . so i was posted to a girl, judith, Primary 5 . she looks mature and seems to be the eldest among the rest, even though there are Primary 6 kids too .. Some kids are just so cute, naughty and cheerful !!! Hehe ...

So went we sent then back, Mr Goh say .. wow .. u all didn't cry ar . i was thinking .. hello .. it's only a few hours we just met . i dun think relationship could grow so fast within a few hours . unlike when i was in Sec 2 .. sayumi .. yeah .. the japanese exchange programme i had in AES was much more fun and memorable !!! >_<

kk .. So that's all

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And so next mon , instead of tues, we are gonna have the celebration for jas b.dae .

and it shall either be secret recipe/ swensen/ new york new york ...

that's all .. off for my show . bye !!!

2006-09-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

FUCKER BITCH !!! Damn u ...

Not that I WANTED TO SAY ... is that u are DAMN FUCKING CRAZY !!!! IT's YOU who quarrelled with me okay ???

DARN U !!! ASSHOLE !!!! How COULD U POSSIBLY BE MY SISTER !!! DAMN U !!!! I HATE U MAN... It's MY belongings and thus I HAVE THE RIGHT !!!

GO AND DIE !!!!

2006-09-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

A shopping tuesday .

met cindy at 12pm ! at 1st told her that today i won't be bringing any money . cos i want to restrict myself from spending .. hehe but guess wad ? it's the opposite ..

things i had bought/ spent on

-Esprit tee > $20 .
-Converse Shoes > $50 .
-LJSilver > $4 .
-Arcade > $1 .

Yeah .. that's all .. wow .. it's $75 in total lor .. and where the money came from ? My BANK .. thru ?? ATM of course . haiz .. this is the bad thing of owning a card ... >_<>-Fasio Curl Volume Mascara ( On offer $12.20)
-ZA sunscreen lotion ($12.90 before 20% reduction )

Actually wanted to buy today de , but decided not to . thinking that can buy at Lot 1 mah ..

Luckily i didn't buy . cos i'm broke !!!
Yesh .. here i am declaring BROKE again ...

Hmm .. I want to eat Ajisen AGAIN !!! Saying this makes me drooling already !!! Whoa ...

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Next mon would be jas's b.dae celebration . and we guys gotta treat her . she want to eat new york new york . but it's ex okay .. i was thinking steamboat ! OMG .. AGAIN ????

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Btw... saw the adidas purple shoes my small sis wanted . it coat $119 like that . but know wad?
today i went the adidas outlet at suntec . it's on 30% off !!! OMG .. my small sis will be sad upon hearing this lor ..

Anyway.. it was an enjoyable shopping trip with cindy. though tired and spent a lot , it's better than staying at home and rot . ! haha... furthermore, i used my brother's ezlink card. so it's cheaper to travel around u know . haha .. save costs mah !!! WooHoo ...

2006-09-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

unexpectedly, this is my 207th post . whoa ...

Anyway.. now it's midnight .. and i am here to say

~~~~~ Happy Teachers' Day ~~~~~

to Mrs Tai, Ms Poh , and whoever had taught me before.

Hehe... really glad to have u teachers . i had great memories with you all ..

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U know what ? My aunt saw roller coaster tycoon at BBP . and of course . she bought it for me ! Oh Thank You !!! haha .. it only cost $9.95 !!! Whahahaha ...

On Wed , i had a hard time finding it. and now, i've got it!! hehe ... thanks a lot ...

i shAll continue with my craze over roller coaster tycoon ! it's really fun .. trying to handle the amusement park business ... hehe .

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watching 183 club on wo ai hei se hui . not really a good one but just watch it because i wanted to see something that appeared on the newspaper. hehe .. kpo mah . wanna see and know wad happened .

k la .. nothing to blog le ...

going sleep liao .. so late le yet i am still online !!

*my small sis say that swatch watch is nice. so shld i buy ???

2006-08-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8am plus plus ..

stomach pain .. yeah ... cramping .. darn it ..

watched goong from morning till eleven plus .. then quickly rush out to meet ting ...

went Bugis to get some stuffs . A wallet AGAIN for my mum , the set of skin care products which is on offer ( From the body shop). haha . auntie here .. love to go for offer items ..
bought some junks too ... pens .. nice drinks .. and oil blotters which is just so cute .. can't help not buying it . haha ..

Ate Ajisen !!! Yeah . it's delicious.. i was hungry before that . but after eating paiku ramen.. my stomach was so full .. haha . i drank finish the soup .. it's yummy though a bit salty at the end . stupid me. cos the residue were at the bottom !!! haha ...

went to shop after that .. kinokuniya .. saw lots of magazines and book. but didn't bought any . unlike in the past, i would have bought at least one japanese magazines. so now u see, my pushable container is full of magazines . haha ..

then went IMM ... wanted to find the 'computer shop'. but thanks to someone .. i walked till my legs tired la.. haha .. obviously ting is also tired.. haha . so i guess either the shopis a 'ghost' shop , if not the shop had closed down . haha ...

Saw my cousin, Hui Wen at imm .. she is now studying at fuhua secondary . wow .. so long didn't see her liao . almost cannot recognise her liao ... haha . so long didn't go mu jiu mu house also ..

then saw my classmates ... hmm . nothing to say ..

............. Had fun shopping .. haha .. thanks ting for acc me go shop ! hehe ...

Tried out the eye cream. i it sting in the first few seconds .. but after that , it really moisturises my eye area. hehe ...

watching goong now again . i'm now at episode 7. progressing le .. haha ...

shall watch wei xiao pasta when i'm free ..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Happy mood Happy Day !!! hehe ... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2006-08-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

Even though yesterday was renfu's b.dae, it wasn't a happy day for me .

1stly is because renfu didn't had any party in wanyu while fans were all looking forward to it ... haiz ... definitely, the forum had been bombarded with lots of anger and sadness.

2ndly, i just can't find anywhere selling rollercoaster tycoon . haiz ...

As for today .. back to a normal day. played the sims 2 for a while, watch goong .. ( a korean drama) . Wow it's boring! wonder who says it's nice ? haha ...

now waiting for wanyu . still got 3 more hours to 6 pm lor . sianz ..

work work work .. why they still haven call me yet ? ...

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i wan go shopping but no money !!!!!

2006-08-28T08:47:00.000+08:00

~~~ Happy Birthday to Wang Ren Fu !!! ~~~

Thank you for giving me laughter when i need it . It's good to see you . No matter when i am sad, happy, bored or angry ! You have let me realised the importance of work. You gave me confidence and taught me a lot of things .

I am really thankful for your every actions and words !

Hmm.. .So you are now 26 ??? haha... Jia You ba ... wish you good luck in your work as well as your marriage ! hehe ...

1 hour to Renfu B.day

2006-08-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

1 more hour to Renfu Birthday ...

Can't sleep now. Not feeling tired at all.

watching shows at youtube. bored .

holiday. i am starting to get sick of you !

i wan to play games , but a bit sick of it too le .

nothing to write liao . so bye bye ..

*Today just watched click on my laptop . A funny but sad movie.

2006-08-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm .. a normal day i had ..

slept at 2am ++ and woke up before 7am ! wow .. think only 4 hours ++ of sleep .

I am so strong !!! ~~~

Played roller coaster tycoon .. then went lot one eat lunch and walk a while .

Recently life is just so normal . i am on holiday now and yet i dun feel any thing at all . haiz ... why like that .

i wan work .. but called yami yogurt's num , no one pick up ...

Had problem installing The Sims 2 OFB expansion pack ..so i had to uninstall my nightlife lor . no choice . laptop a bit laggy when playing . so quitted after playing a while .

It's nighttime now and i am not feeling sleepy at all . i somehow feel like going out lor >_<

haiz .. so bored. someone chat with me please . now ! on msn !!! haha ...

**Renfu , wondering how are u now ? i wish to know the truth .
I shall await for the day to come ! A secret can never be kept forever .

2006-08-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

just back from my steamboat gathering . one word is all i could say ...

~~~ FUN !!! ~~~

Hehe ... yesh .. and it include me , char, ting , wanyi , audrey and yee koon ! haha ...

1st impression of them was shock . they changed a lot . i mean audrey and yee koon .. i somehow felt that yeekoon had grown taller . and audrey .. more cuter ! haha ...

had a lot of meat ... especially pork and chicken . the meat was tasty ... while i didn't drink so much soup this time . with eggs was okay , but after refilling , the soup went a bit tasteless . this means that eggs are important in soup okay !!! haha ...

omg , i am feeling so thirsty right now . i am a water bucket !!! haha .. but dun wanna drink so much water before i sleep la . later midnight ... hahahaha ...

hmm.... took pictures and chatted ... haha .. yee koon became so open and freaky . the way she tok is just so different from sec sch . haha ppl will change okay . at least dun become bad can le ..

audrey ... haha she's so cute la ... this is what i could say .. she keeps singing all the way . haha .. so funny lor ..

thanks who charlene who reminded me and ting how to sing our AES school song . it had been years since i last heard of it . haha

took train home lor . took the jurong line instead of woodlands line . anyway , as wanyi doesn't want to wait 11 mins for her LRT , thus we went to eat beancurd .. hehe .. we ate the cold white original beancurd . delicious , though a bit sweet . So currently now i am feeling so full .. can't sleep with junks inside my stomach . how i wish i can get rid of all this junks out of my body . hahahaha . feeling terrible u know ...

tml got to call yami yogurt and see if they wanna hire me ma ? haha ..

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Btw, today's econs paper i managed to finish on time . hehe .. as for confidence in getting an A , hmm ... the chances is not high , cos i got some questions is i last min complete de . haha .. so it means the answers i wrote were craps !!! haha ...

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Allright, it's holiday now and i know i can relax and enjoy . 1 month of holiday = 1 month of 5566 ! hahahaha ...

** 2 more days to renfu b.day !!!

2006-08-24T08:34:00.000+08:00

haiz .. recently so many sad news...

1st is renfu and his girlfriend . the news is getting bigger and bigger . i am starting to think this news is true lor . but renfu doesn't seems to be the person so unresponsible. if the child is his, he shouldn't have ask ji mei mei to abort it lor . he isn't like that . ans as for ji mei mei who have been hiding for months ... yeah . maybe she's really pregnant . thus she want to avoid the media .

reporters need artiste , artiste need reporters . but ... sometimes i really hate reporters who changes true facts inside shit and craps ~! this causes outsiders to believe what they saw on news.

I do really hope this child thingy is real . hope renfu can be the first in 5566 to become a father . hehe ...

2ndly, ppl say that there isn't any b.dae party for renfu b.day . hmm . is that true ? i think maybe wanyu wan to give us fans and renfu a surprise . so they did not say anything . i believe there really is ! i believe .....

3rdly , haiz .. cindy and jas not joining us for steamboat . so sad ... left with 6 ppl only ... a bit like little ppl lor ...

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tml econs paper le ... hmm.. think 70% done liao... i'm like no confident leh... my aim is A .. but i no time to write . i have to think de lor . and thinking takes time too ... how to write so much without thinking and within 1 hour 30 mins? still got 20 marks on MCQ lor ... MCQ is easier to score but TRICKY!!! .. haiz ...

recently hook to fan wei qi de song> yi ge xiang xia tian , yi ge xiang qiu tian ! heheh ... what a long name ...

kk .. shall stop here .. later going study with lifeng they all ... bye bye ...

2006-08-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

just came back from my oral exam ..

well i think it goes well . at least i didn't feel so nervous , having taken 2 times before le .. haiz ... oral .. either Pass or Merit la . nothing to worry about. the writing part shld be that part which i would worry most !

yesh .. another burden off la .. now only left with econs ... i am 60% done on econs only . theory haven go memorise . some facts have not got it clear yet .

this time i am trying to use a think-on-the-spot approach . hehe .. just use my own words and understanding to write . dun everything also memorise. if i know , i will know how to answer , if i don't know, i will write crap onto my answer script . haha

friday faster come and faster go ! hehe ...

i want to work at yami yogurt . but i still have not call them yet . waiting for friday to pass first ...

5 more days to renfu birthday. is ji mei mei really pregnant ? is the child renfu's ? hmm .. i do hope so! ...

2006-08-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6.45 am ...

play com... then go sch.

xiuling didn't come .blur ger. michelle ..ahahaha .. we forgot to tell her that today got revision lesson lor . i thought xiaosuan has sms her . but she didn't . neither do i sms her too ... so paiseh .. haha ...

sianz ... econs revision . ask teacher some questions . but after a certain period time. i suddenly dun feel like doing econs anymore . so i start to wander around .. i mean my mind la .. haiz ... is this call mood swing ?

tml i am having my oral exam la ... dunno what to do about it lor . >_<

i wan sleep . take a nap . relax myself ba .. haha

** 6 more days to renfu birthday la ...

*3 more days to our gathering la ... =)

2006-08-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

haiz .. sad . same problem again .. no shao nian te gong dui .. so sickening ... keep connect wrong channel lor .. stupid server .. haiz ...

studied econs ... so sianz .. having to do the same old revision again .

had been playing the sims 2 from morning till evening ... so bored .. game still can play till bored too lor ... haiz ...

sianz is only what i could say ...

tml going study with lifeng they all ..

i wan to print out exam papers . but no printer lor . haiz .
maybe tml i go sch early print . dun feel like troubling sining to help me print out la . though she just live the next block ... >_<

sianz ar ...

looking forward to friday's steamboat . yeah !

+_+

2006-08-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7am ++ .. bathed and play com while then i go off liao ...
met wanyi at cck mrt there . and she was late ! i was early . so ended up waiting for almost ten mins ... >_<

ate macdonald breakfast . and u know what . it had been so long since i ate hotcake ! Whoa ... suprisingly i didn't eat my favourite saugage egg muffin ... hehehehe ...

went into library to study .. studied econs while wanyi study her heat and mass theory .. and engineering maths too ... wow . maths sia ..

studied from 11am till 3pm and we went into causeway to do our window shopping ... ans as we walk walk walk .. guess what ? WE SAW MRS TAI !!! actually is wanyi saw her 1st de . then we stopped . and i took about 10 seconds to recognise her .. omg ... then we approached her . wow .. she still rem us ! so happy .. and she said she just mentioned me in her class just these few days... wow .. so touching ... haiz .. then we chat for quite long .. think about 20 mins... kept standing inside metro ... while we chatted .. haiz .. i pity her la . she said she's feeling so stress nowadays teaching sec classes ... saying that fights are so common nowadays ... she said compared to my times, helong , benedict all these cases were so mild ... blah blah blah ...and i was SHOCKED ...becos of what u know ? becos i got to know that MS POH went to teach in Singapore Prison ... OMG ...shocking u know... anyway ... really happy la ..seeing her once again ... well .. i will organise a gathering okay .. surely.. definitely ....

ate Long John for dinner .

now watching wanyu . no renfu again. .. haha ... k la .. shall stop here la .. bye !

2006-08-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

Played the sims 2 from morning till eleven. then when mum came in and say, hey lets' go pray my grandmother & grandfather , i quit from the sims 2 WITHOUT SAVING IT!!! .. OMG ... was damn sad lor . have to replay again ... haiz ...

took mrt to redhill and transferred to bus ... then pass by tiong bahru .. reminds me of charlene . that time me and ting stupidly walk a big round just to get to her house . >_< ...

met someone and sold my idols things to her . $35 . futhermore, she gave me a sweet .. so sweet of her . hehe .

so sianz . today wanyu dun have renfu . somemore today's wanyu is just so damn boring lor ... sianz ... haiz . lots of unknown ppl playing around in wanyu . so sianz ..

wanna go play the sims 2 la.. but still trying to force myself to finish watching wanyu la ... >_< ...

tml meeting wanyi going library study la .. yeah .. hehe !!!

2006-08-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

A photo of our table with lots of EMPTY plates !

Can see me ? i am behind xiao suan !!!
Look for the GREEN TEA !!!

Me and xiao suan !!!

The GIRLS of DBIT 2A/14 !!!

We had fun !!! Our Class STEAMBOAT Gathering ... Yeah ...

met at 6pm at marina bay MRT ... yesh .. some will late ( as usual ) ... haha

Well .. took bus no 400 to our destination ...

was a bit pissed off when none could make their mind which one we should go to . thus in the end , an uncle took us to chong pang ... said he will charge us $10 instead of $12 ... kk ... got discount good la .. now very broke ... due to some reason ... will explain later at below ...

Hmm .. As for the food, i personally think that the pepper chicken meat was delicious . the others were so so . i didn't eat much la .. ate normal things like hot dog , french fries , sotong balls , chicken meat , and hehe .. tried some beef too .. haha ... actually i cannot eat beef de loh !!! haha ...

ordered green tea ... cos too thirsty lah ... haha ... the soup was salty too .. Eeewwww....

Kk .. enough for food .. now onto the game part ...

We played zhong ji mi ma ... haha ... not disgusting food this time ... we used 5566's punishment ... hit the arm part with 2 fingers . and it will hurt a lot . i mean a lot ...

haha .. when girls lose, no one dare to hit girls , so we girls just hit the loser very lightly .. the guys were .... ... haha .. no comment . cos they are guys okay !!
here's the worst part .. Rujian lost , and yiquan and terry hit him together . And u know what ? Rujian left arm IMMEDIATELY had internal bleeding inside his arm . and he kept saying it's allright .. OMG ... yiquan ar ... u hit too hard le wor !! haha .. just becos the previous round u los and kanna beaten by rujian , u revenged till so jialat .. haiz .. i can only say ... guys are guys ... they have the ability to play rough ... haha

as for when lui wun and weisiang lose right , they drank melted ice cream .. worst is ziyu and weisiang who ate fries with RAW egg mixed with light SOYA sauce ... omg .. it's disgusting man .. we gers kept saying .. Ohh ... dun eat la .. u will get stomachache lor .. but they chose to eat inside of kanna beaten by somebody !!! haha ...

After games , we went arcade play . Again .. broke .. so only spend 50 CENTS !! haha .. SO NAN DE lor ...

reached home at 11.50pm !! so late !! bathe .. cos i stinks man !

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Before we went marina bay .. i met xiuling at 3.45pm at city hall .. we went marina square walk walk .. and my motive of going there , is to get a wallet for my dear MAMA !!!

it cost me $86.40 though .. a pierre cardin one .. i told my mum it cost only $50 ++ .. cos i know she will be #$^$%&#$ when she knows it cost so ex ... Well ... all from my pocket money & savings .. thus i must declare that i am broke !!! haha

my mum was happy when i gave her this wallet ... hehe .. i feel happy too ..

Happy and enjoyable day i had !

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Additional things ...

** Bad thing ... the steamboat there so many small flies... cos it rained in the noon mah ... >_< ...

** Green bean soup was delicious .. had 2 small bowls of it .. hehe

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2006-08-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah !!! I am here to declare:

~~I AM ON HOLIDAY ~~

haha haha ... yesterday accts paper ... lost 2 marks in calculations .. but as for theory part.. jialat is what i could say >_< . hope still can get A la ..

Results will be released on 9/13 ... tanoshimi ...

Yesterday went to find Mr Wong ... hmm ... my IDA Test got 88/100 .. okay la . still not bad. 2 MCQ wrong only . thus 12 marks gone . >_<

Michelle xiaosuan they all did quite well too . 84 and 78 .. hehe ... Xiuling got 72 ... yeah ... Cos we all copy answers de .. haha . i didn't copy if i am not wrong ! haha ....

Later will be my class de steamboat outing le . but i feel like going to marina square to walk 1st leh .. sms xiuling but she didn't reply me . maybe she is still sleeping la . haha .. shuan le ...

Now watching Wei Xiao Pasta Episode 5 . Acted by Zhang Dong Liang and Cindi Wang . hehe .. it's a nice and funny show ... Will recommend people to watch . It's available at YouTube !

so bored now .. haha ... nothing to write liao also ... hehe ...

so that's all .

Kind of in a happy mood ... ~~~ LALALALA ~~~~

2006-08-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

This is Tackey & Tsubasa latest song . Ho ! Summer ! yeah ... it's summer now you know ?? hehe.. this pair is really lovely . yeah i do love u all so much . and can see yr relationship getting better and better ar ! haha ... i like that part why u two turn yr head and sang ho! summer ho! summer . hehe .. it's just so cute !!! Yeah ...

Tml having Accts exam la.. wish me good luck ba everyone.

just finished watching shao nian te gong dui . ( today didn't study at all >_< )

hmm .. today de i only watched 1 hour . cos 1st hour dunno why dun have that channel . but later 8.30pm onwards have liao .. so faster tune in to watch . hehe

today guest was 183 club and some other girls la ... today all the guys were so pervert , except renfu ! haha .. they kept asking hey kiss here and there . so sickening . only renfu is that one who is still normal and gentlemen ! ( Renfu: Of course i am GENTLEMEN !! ) haha ...

renfu kept mentioning xiezhi not here blah blah blah . he must miss xie zhi a lot . haha pity u la . misses yr leader SoOoooOoo much. This accounts for why u keep mentioning him right ? hehe

shall sleep early today . yeah . and most importantly is , must relax! this is one of my tactic to score for exam . only when one is in a very relax mind, he/she can think better ! hehe ... so means must calm down and relax la ...

kk .. secretly tell u one thing . i haven finish study my theory for accts yet ! haha ... so tml go sch at noon and study ba . meeting xiao suan at 1pm . so i think i will meet ting at 12.45pm to take the sims from her ! hehe ... can enjoy after today la ...

kk ... today is a relaxing and happy day for me la... can see renfu, 5566, T&T and even kinkikids . hehe ... sweet dreams for me ! nitez .. bye ...

Love Renfu ...

2006-08-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

A normal day today .. woke up ...study a bit of accts and i got frustrated . couldn't study at home. so contacted cindy . we went out to bukitpanjang plaza to study . she study taxation and business law while i study accts ...

saw ms kit lee when we were at macdonalds .. kanna chased off from macdonalds . so when we went off , cindy went to say hi to ms lee while i walk to the entrance . i dun really know ms lee well .. haha .. then cindy said , yeah she remembered me as she said she got tok to me before . yeah that's right . and that was when i was in Sec 2 ... all the way sitting at the middle in the class. haiz .... memories flowed back again .. okok ... off u go now . dun wanna think of these things now ..

so went to library to study . managed to find a table. and thanks to the old auntie who let her seat to me . thank u so much ...

study till 3pm then we left our things at library and went off to shop around . i was busying looking for signs that says: "Sales assiatant wanted" . haha .. saw a few, but think still dun wanna work la. i feel that i am so troublesome! haha ...

bought something stupid .. but not exactly stupid la . shld say is a waste of money . Those papers which u can fold into stars! hehe .. i never ever know how to fold one . so i just bought one packet to try . hmm shall try it when i am free . hehe ..

bbp changed a lot le . me long time didn't go there le .. last time during sec school always go de . haha ..

bought a chocolate swiss roll from angie choice . hehe .. yummy of course .. went back home eat noodles .. haha .. usually sat my house no cook things de . but today as everyone is staying at home, thus my mum cooked noodles for our lunch and dinner . oh yah . i had macdonals for lunch . hehe... also . long time no eat le !
haha ...

currently, as usual , surfing 5566 stuffs ... resting la. tml continue abit with accts , and monday also can study . cos accts starts at 6pm ! it's evening time u know ... wah can die ar .. hehe

youtube recently doesn't have any nice things to watch . and of cos , i am referring to 5566 de shows lah ...

*vanny is coming back for a week in end of oct / start of nov... yeah.. i am so delighted ! hehe ...
told her that we will be having a steamboat gathering and she's jealous. omg . who won't be jealous upon hearing this ? hehe ...

kk ... shall stop here and continue with my craze over 5566 ... my eyes are tired now .. >_<

2006-08-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

woke up damn early today .. think about 6am ++ ... brush up .. got into my formal clothings ... etc

met xiao xuan at 7.30++ .. she was with her bf ... so i was .. hehe .. nvm la . used to it le

anyway realised that presentation starts at 9am instead of 8am lor .. haiz ..

me and xiuling was the third last group .. so the initial part was damn boring . having to listen to some presentation which i have totally no interest in it . i think jin chan's presentation and michelle and xiao suan one were nice .. hehe .. jin chan ppt was on One Piece . Japanese anime . yeah .. i love japan .. haha ...

so now back home .. waiting for wanyu to show . later think going to take a nap ..
what i want to say is that .. it's so great to have no burden you know .. hehe . .no more presentation / assignments /projects ... it feels so good to be free !!!

Yeah !! but . exam is on monday ! haiz ...

2006-08-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

Went school at 10.30am .. suppose to meet xiuling at 10.45am ! and definitely, i'm late .. haha

went for Econs .. blah blah blah .. revision ..

then me , xl , xiao suan and michelle went clementi to eat ... ate kway chap .. this is my 2nd time eating this food . hehe . not bad la . quite cheap . $2 only , cos no meat mah ...

went back school ... xiao suan borrow IcePrincess DVD ... i didn't watch . find it boring la ... well .. i went into quiet zone with michelle to sleep. then when i woke up , my head was in pain !!! what the ... haiz . then continue to study for IDA test ...

IDA test was tough .. very tough .. but later i think it's okay la ... we cheated ... or i could say that everyone was copying each others answer ... Mr wong didn't notice . maybe he just close one eye la ... well .. but after i came out .i think i got 2 qns wrong liao .. which is 6marks gone .. the paper is over 50 marks lor . so 6 marks to me is quite alot . haiz .. nvm . i monday will sms mr wong for my marks de .. eager to know my results ...

went back home immediately ... on my laptop and i saw renfu ! omg .. he is hosting today .. too bad i have test la . haiz . so watched the last part lor , he is just so cute... i love u man, renfu .. haha ...

later shall practice my last presentation for tml . haiz .. Personal Financial Planning ...
have to present at least 7 mins .. oh ok . i will try my best okay ? hehe ...

i miss orchard . i miss playing games ! i miss my frens out there.. haiz ... thinking of these just made me so sad again >_< ...

kk .. gtg bath now ... later come back surf net again ! oh yah .. and pratice presentation too .. i realised that u got pratice is much more better than no practice .. u will be more confident and prepared , also , no loss for words! hehe ...

Love Renfu ... \(o^_^o)/

2006-08-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today just has IDA & MMWD presentation . didn't went quite well .. thus a bit sad la .. and i knew something finally ... abit sad and shocked .. it's about a person with 2 face . haiz ...

no matter what ... my grp was happy that we got the highest for our commerical videos .. hehe .. 81/100 ... high ma ?
not really lor .. got scrap thru only la.. no matter what still happy la . i thought we will do quite badly ...hehe ...

Tml meeting xiuling for ELS ppt slides preparation .. haiz .. toking about xiuling hor .. though we both also from HO family ... we have some things in common but sometimes not ... haha this reminds me of charlene HO !!! haha ...

today we also "quarrelled" over IDA and MMWd presentation lor .. haha .. our opinions was totally different la ...

oh yah ... i would REALLY like to say thanks to ALL my grp members ...

Xiu Ling , Xiao Suan and Michelle ...

I can really say that we have been a great and efficient team .

Though little time was spent on doing project , and also many has other jobs or work ,
the FINAL project done was just so splendid !!! Thanks to all you all ...

Michelle being the calm one ... xiuling being the naggy,long-winded and a lot of ideas person, and xiao suan the hardworking one ... haha .. me leh ? i dunno .. i dunno my own good things de .. so need other to comment on me la .. i cannot comment on myself ! haha

I REaLLY love my grp so much .. though sometimes ... hehe ..shall not say about it la ... anyway .. I hope we will do well for next Semester too ... thank a lot ...

** my RWPS got 80/100 !! haha .. another one just got an A ... my RWPS grp presentation got 83/100 !!! happy !!! haha ...

kk ... wed and thurs shall study for IDA CA and thurs night prepare for ELS preparation . friday, sat, sun and mon shall prepare for my Accounts EXAM !!! hahahaha ... what a busy week la ...
Sun think i won't study ... cos it's 5566 day !!! haha ...

kk .. shall stop here ..

quite happy today except due to the 2 faces person .. haha ...

2006-08-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

Sunday again .
I Love Sunday .. it's 5566 day ...

Finally finished our IDA and MMWD project .. another burden off again ..

still got ELS presentation to go . IDA CA2 on thurs and PFP CA3 on tues . then next mon would be Accts Mid yr exam la.. haiz ...

Xiao suan went clubbing on friday night . hmm .. just wondering what's the place like . cos i think i would never ever step into those kind of places . it's so messy and the world inside is very mesy too .. haiz ... wang shao wei always like to go these kind of places ...
well maybe i still prefer healthy lifestyle . haha ...

tml got IDA and MMWD presentation . have to wear formal again . i only got one set of formal clothings lor . wear back the same again . so sianz . haha

now is only 12.23 pm . so sianz . waiting for evening to arrive and it shall be 5566 all the way ..

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stress .. asked agnes wad she did when she's feeling stress . she said listen to music .. jaslyn would go shopping with frens ... me leh ? i think listening to music is a better choice . currently listening to shen bian by wu ying liang ping .. it's the song of the video just right below . i mean earlier entry la .. very nice . renfu and xiezhi is just so sweet . i love their brotherly relationship . hmm . wishes to see them together again . but xiezhi .. u are so far away now .. faster go back to taiwan to find renfu ba .. haah

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sometimes really think i have bad attitude ar .. so sorry to my grp members sometimes . furthermore, i'm so call a perfectionist . wadever things i also want it to be almost perfect . so i demanded a lot for the project . made really a lot a lot of changes . though efforts made was useless for those previous things done, i think our project looks better now . really thanks to you guys okay ..

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managed to contact yeekoon le .. she say she most probably can make it for the steam boat .. so is audrey . hehe ... so cool .. i'm so looking forward to that day ... haha ...

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thinking i won't work on this holiday .. sianz la ... haiz....

kk shall stop here .. i wan go shopping .. but still got 1 more week to endure ... haiz ..

2006-08-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

So damn bored today... woke up at 6.30am .. but slept till 8++ then wake up ...

go school...saw agnes they all . today they having their presentation. so just wondering how they did la .

really sad ... i feel that flash introduction really needs a lot of enhancement .. but i just feel so helpless.

went to student alumni . xiuling got her bursary . so me and xiao suan acc her go ..

then the bad thing came ... suddenly i just feel so lonely and sad ... and i can't control my emotions .. so when they both eating lunch .. i just went to the toilet to weep ... it was better after that ... xiu ling came and comforted me .. saying that dun be so stress . hmm .. yeah maybe ba ... haiz ..

went home slept immediately... eyes tired .. then woke up and eat my lunch .. then play com lor ... as usual .. nothing to do .. tml got tutorials . but i kind of feeling sianz . dun wanna attempt it at all . sickening ...

saw 2 sms ... xiu ling and michelle sms me . but dunno why dun feel like replying . i think today i am crazy . just wanna be left alone in this world . i love being alone sometimes but not always though . right now i am alone in this room surfing 5566 things and typing this blog . i wish everything could be better . living in this world is just so stressful sometimes .

i can just say that i simply love that cute little doggy on my bed .. accompanying me sleep everyday .. hehe ... u are just so so so so so CUTE !!!

2006-08-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

From left to right.. xiuling , michelle , me and xiao suan ...
Today is our presentation day ... Hmm quite good lah .. though mrs tan said i was TOO FAST but confident... i got 42/50 ... so is xiuling .... but xiao suan and michelle got 40/50 only ... Don't know why leh .. haiz ..

xiao suan's just love herself SOooo MUCH ,, she took my cam and took a lot of her own photos ... haha .. so my digi cam got a lot of her photos la ... haha .. thus i shall post it here !!!

my kind teacher, mrs betty tan ... with gina, janice and karen .. hehe ... i'm right behind ..can see ? haha .. luckily i tip-toed ...

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SO tired today ... my toes are in pain ... the heels are so high .. haha ... i'm worried for my project's flash introduction ... haiz... walk one step see one step ba ...

ate ice cream just now ... must treat myself .. hehe ... for my effort made ...
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Anyway .. yesterday i was just SOOOOO sad .. i could have got 97/100 for my STATS !!! ... but i just cancelled my correct ans and wrote the wrong one .. thus i got 93/100 ... this is just so sad ... i got it right initially .. i just dunno why that day i cancel and write the other ans ... haiz ...
anyway ..this time a lot of ppl did well .. janice got 97/100 .. i was shocked ..she's the highest .. follow by ziyu they all .. china guy ... china ppl good in maths ba .. haha

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I wan go lot one !!! i wan play the sims 2... haha

13 more days to Accts EXAM !!!! Woooooo ... .

2006-07-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

Share this video with you all .. hehe ... very sweet and touching ...

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Busy recently ... sad and stress too ...

Bought a harddisk . cost me $106.90 ... hehe... actually this harddisk i'm going to store all my 5566 videos... hehe

Busy with ida website ... haiz .. but i think this time the website is nice la... cos i spent a lot of time doing it ... hehe

Recently keep nosebleed . too hot le ... but i didn't eat too much hot stuffs leh ... haiz.. it always happens during "Summer" time ... haha

I wan go orchard !!!!

Tuesday having RWPS presentation .. wearing formal .. and it will be the first time i'm wearing it ... damn nervous lor ... oh yah . the presentation slides haven finish yet .. gonna do it later ...

Today watch The parent Trap .. it's lindsay lohan's debut movie ... it's really nice .. though it last 128 mins ...can kill me ar .. so long ... haha

think mon getting back my stats paper back le . haiz ...

my accts i think i won't score full marks la ... sad...

2006-07-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone ... this is my 183th post !!! 183 club !!! haha .... see i so support you all lor...

Stats CA2 ... Sianz .. sad again .. haiz ..think 10 marks gone ... haiz ... dun wanna say la ..just hope still got A can la ! hehe

Hmm .. thanks audrey and manda for yr tag ! my tagboard very little ppl tag de ...

anyway .. i am so stress .. today discussed with xiao suan and michelle they all .. see wad day do which project or assignment ... sianz ... everyday is PACKED !!! What the ..

here it goes .. tues and wed > IDA .. thurs>> MMWD . Fri > RWPS , SAT >IDA & RWPS ..
maybe only sunday i'm free .. but i got to study for tues IDA CA2 !!! sianz lor ...

hmm .. gina they all say after accts mid-sem exam de next day go eat steam boat ... they actually wanted 25th aug de , but i dun wan .. cos i want that day to be a gathering for AES ppl .. hehe.. asking ppl to go ... hehe ...

Now watching TV .. shao nian te gong dui .. but seems like no mood to watch .. just finished my report's conclusion and recommendation . tml go school do final touch up . as well as appendix and references...

awaitng for tem pm to reach ..my wanyu .. hehe ..

tml will be a busy day ! so just relax me ! .. this goes for everyone !

Btw, thanks to friendster , i managed to send a sms to geraldine just in time .. hehe .. and she appreciated my sms... so once again ,

Happy BirthDay To Geraldine !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for being my friend. I enjoy sharing idols stuffs and news with you . Thanks a lot ! (+_+)

2006-07-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

this is an extract from audrey's blog... it's so funny ... sadly to say, this type of conversation could never ever happen to me in my life. yeah.. i am envy of you, my dear audrey ... anyway, thinking of you make me think of yee koon too !!! hehe

okay here it goes ... enjoy....

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dad: eh, mummy ask me to buy bread home.

me: er okay!

dad: so later i drop u at 7eleven then u go down and get some bread k?

me: wad?! me? i don't even wanna move. i'm too tired.

dad: omg! MISS PIGGY! don't be lazy and go! GO GO GO!

me: just tell mummy u forgot. ;)

dad: huh! cannot lar. i use tt method alot of times already. and u know wad's her usual reply? "u better forget yourself lar!" SOB! so i've gotta get it today!

me: haha alright, i'll go.......

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This is just so funny . i bet anyone who read this would definitely laugh...

2006-07-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

Tml is stats CA2 . haiz .. i think i dun wanna stress myself le ...

Let's tok about happy things ...

Yesterday wanyu's was really funny. shaowei and renfu as host ... although renfu talk very little, shaowei was the main reason why the whole show was so funny . he keep on bully GINO .. haha ...

however, i do wish that the old renfu can come back . after he came back from china, he really changed a lot. no longer that active one. sometimes, he could just stay at the back and he just stay quiet, while the rest talk . haiz .. that's not the way la ... dunno wad's troubling him or wad has happened to him lor..

Recently me also feel quite tense up ... can't really sleep well in the night. all my dreams were like... shit my project like this not right, omg,my report not done yet .. it's very irritating .. and i hate it so much ... is this pressure ? yeah i think so lor ... haiz... once i cleared off all these school stuffs , i bet i can sleep well as usual le ...

feeling scared, bored, sad, frustrated and happy ... a mixture of feelings .. different things different emotions .. very irritating .. i hate my house being noisy ... i hate noise .......... can't even concentrate in my studies when my sis is watching TV , bro playing with nonesense, and my aunt talks here and there .. IT's DAMN noisy ...
and thus i decided not to study ... maybe tml when i reach school then in shall really start going thru everything...

Recently love to being alone .. maybe i like quietness ... haiz ... anti-social ? hmm no la .. i quite noisy sometimes de ... but now in school , i chose to stay away from jas they all leh.. especially in lectures. cos i wan to listen to lectures. and i dun wish to talk ... hmm ... why like this ar ? haiz ...

I wan to go orchard . but no company ... i am looking forward to that day which i can go orchard . and i think it will be soon . perhaps just after i cleared all my school stuffs and my accts exam paper ..

shld i work . but i am lazy .. i think my holiday i will just stick with games and TV an Computer ... 5566 etc ...haiz .. feel like working but i dun wanna work on sunday , cos i cannot bear to sacrifice my 5566 on sunday ...

kla ... long time didn't blog so long le . cos stress u know ? haiz...

*when one is happy, one would forget it very soon.
**but when one is sad/frustrated, these feelings will hold on to you for so long ..

Hope this does not happens to everyone . though i'm the one who does. >_<

2006-07-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

sianz ... econs test over . now is stats and accts ..

still got RWPS report . IDA and MMWD project .
then still must study PFP . MCQ 40 QNs...
then mid sem Exam luckily only accts and econs ... wah lao i thought econs is yr long module ?
now then realised no diff . micro 1st sem , macro 2nd sem .. what the ...

starting to feel stress liao really ...

2006-07-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to watch Just my luck .. a really nice movie.. would recommend ppl to watch ..

anyway , bought a soft toy ... cost $19.95 .. hmm . i love it so much .. being hugging it since i got home . haha... really soft and cute !

Well , mon is econs test le .. studied liao , but no confidence . >_< hope can get 80 marks and above la . anyway , just did my mmwd project .. frustrating la .. but managed to do a bit le . Still got RWPS report to go . but it will be my night work . hehe ...

hope later channel U will have shao nian te gong dui ..

sianz .. stop here. bye !

2006-07-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday went xiao suan house to do project ... did filming and editing . so far, we are only 30% complete i think . well tml shall do more .

I somehow think that the filming doesn't look too good . thus that means we have to do more on editing and touching up . the effects and colors hopefully can enhance the whole video clip .

today went school at 10am . met xl agnes they all . then had econs . allright but still quite ensure in some parts . then break . ate chicken chop . omg . the meat was so hard and yucky . but i managed to finish all as i dun want to waste la . then bought $1 of nugget . 4 piece . was wondering wan $0.50 de or $1 de . but in the end bought $1 nuggets.

had accts lecture . erm , i wanted to listen to lecture but i just couldn't stop talking with jaslyn . well u know, i can seldom concentrate during lectures.. haha ... anyway , skipped accts tutorial la . went home watch shao nian te gong dui . hehe .

projects and projects .. i wan entertainment . but i tink i'm too relaxed le ? yesterday michelle just said me very lazy . wah . 1st time ppl say me lazy leh . dunno whether good or bad ? hmm . i am a slacker . finally ..

renfu coming back to wanyu on 13th JULY . looking forward to that day . still got 1 more week to go . but it's thurs , shld i skip my accts tutorial again ? haha ..i doubt so

23rd aug is my english oral de . k . dun wanna do anything to it .. >_<

i wan eat steamboat . calling hwee ting , charlene and cindy !! attention !! .. hmm but if one of them cannot make it , then i shall cancel this gathering . cos we so long no meet le . i wan eat at marina south . cos i have never ever eat steamboat at that place before.

feel like going to Jurong library to study this sat . cos i know i won't study if i stay at home ! haha ...

well . when exams finished , i think i will start exploring my sims OFB le . cos i find it a waste to buy and not play it . yeah i know it's difficult to play , but challenging game isn't it ?

kk i shall stop here and get on with my mmwd project ... see ya

2006-07-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

i think italy will win , but my dad says germany .. so conclusion ? a DRAW la ...

haiz.. projects projects .. sianz ... RWPS report .. sianz ....

Next week monday econs test la . after that , celebrating Lifeng's b.day ... hehe ...

think sleeping soon .. cos i wanna catch the match later ..tml going do project ...

2006-07-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

Let's begin with yesterday first ...

30th June 2006
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Had a dream .. and i dreamt of yee haw ??? OMG...it's so paiseh lor... haha .. why would i dream of him ... anyway .. dreamt that i was in m'sia .. and he was the school bus helper .. yeah .. so he helped me etc etc .. haha...

Then when i woke up .. it was 7am.. woke up due to handphone's alarm clock which i set it the day before... then went back to sleep .. then woke up at 7.19 with SHOCK ... i wonder how could it be today's MMWD only got 1 hour lesson ? then Oh SHIT ... i'm late !! Class starts at 8am !!!

within 5 mins , after brushing up and tied my hair , i just grab a bun and my English notes and off i go ... !!!

luckily today's god is on my way .. managed to squeeze into the 1 min LRT which arrived .. no need to wait for another 3 mins... and i got onto the 2mins PASIR RIS mrt ... which means i need not change at jurong east mrt ... hehe ... so i reach Dover mrt at about 8am ... *sweat* luckily won't be that late ..

but guess what ? the class in the end drag till 8.20am then start lor .. wah lao .. stupid teacher ...
why shld i hurry until so ke lian ????

then we went to eat breakfast during 9.50am .. next lesson starting at 10 am ... but when we eat till 10.15am , i realised . eh why teacher normally would call me de .. but not today ... then thinking maybe she not here today .. go classroom check ..door lock .. then go office .. the other person inside say she today not here ..

Then we HURRAY !!! go home !!! hahahahahaha

I uninstall my open for business !!! so that i can play the sims 2 ... cos i dun have the OFB disc mah .... hmm.. started with 1 family only ... sianz ..

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Germany won in the end .. but during the 90 mins, they draw.. so lose $10 le ..

today spent $10 on England ... so england must win ! yeah !!!

Actually dun feel like betting de .. but in the end still bet .. haiz ... tempted la ...

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today is 1st of July ... hmm ghost session is approaching isn't it ? hmm i scared u know .. haha ... timid little me ...

Read NP's econs notes ... just dun like reading SP's de ... nvm .. now i know more of Elasticity le . yeah .. can differentiate liao ... i feel like ppt slides are better then wad SP's lecturers did .. they just crammed all up in a few pages .. and u have to look for subheadings etc ... >_<

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I'm worried for my project la .. MMWD.. we decided to retake our videos using michelle's fren's video cam .. but i;m just scared we cannot finish in time u know .. and u know , i have became more lazier since dunno when .. haha .. just lazy to do the videos thingy leh .. oh kk .. someone pls wake me up .. maybe i am not feeling pressurize by the date line .. haiz ... the dateline crashes with our accts CA2 sia .. and before that i have econs CA 2 , and after accts i have Stats CA2 ...

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K... i shld give myself one last break for this week .. i know i shld wake up by next week .. and get my project done asap ... if u want a A , u must work hard , and smartly ... !!!

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3pm shao nian te gong dui at channel U !!!

bye ...

2006-06-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

Went to SETTV forum ... saw renfu news ...

RENFU came back to Taiwan today !!! YEAH !!! .. he's having event on SAT and Sun at taipei .

Wish to see him soon on WANYU... Tanoshiikata !!! monday!! monday !! monday !! monday !!!

Tml germany vs argentina ... i betted on germany ... hope they will win in 1st HALF and also OVERALL ... !!!

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Today is a happy day ... After financial planning , we went to Foodcourt 4 ... and i ate SPAGHeTTI !!! Yeah ... it's so nice... but i just couldn't finish it la ... wasted a bit of noodles ... but the chicken and fish is nice .. the tomato sauce also !!! It's really very delicious ... Next time besides homemade noodles (you mian) or ma la you mian(spicy noodles) ... my fav. food in foodcourt 4 would be spaghetti !!!

had econs after that ... diao .. my econs teacher really the blur .. she dunno that we haven finish doing tutorial 5 yet , yet she want to start on tutorial 6 .. luckily i told her so la ...

anyway ... me and xiuling got the highest in class for econs paper .. hmm but i not really contented with it ... cos someone in class 11 ( choon ming ) managed to get 90 marks .... I had a 8 marks difference lor ... >_< .... me very high expectation de la ... if he could do it , why couldn't i ? summore i got study hard for it la ... haiz ... Oh yah ... the most happy thing is that i had gotten a sausage and 2 eggs for Accts paper ! i'm shocked .. cos i dun expect to get this score ! cos i got 1 MCQ is anyhow do de ... how i would know i tikam also correct !!! ... Anyway .. very delighted la ! mr cheung gave me a mechanical pencil as a gift .. but i feel so paiseh lor ... haiz ... (anyway , the pencil is lousy lousy china brand de) .. shh .... hahahaha ... coincidentally , i got one pencil spoilt today .... but is xiao suan make spoil de .. not me !! haha .. now i had a new pencil ... erm ... i think i would still prefer mine la ... >_<

btw , yesterday my mum was delighted when she knew i got 98marks for mmwd .. haha .. what if she knows today i got another 2 paper de results? hmm ... i want money la !!! haha ....

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RENFU RENFU RENFU ... RENFU .... !!!

I miss you SOOOOO much ....

I gotta watch your concert this SAT again !!! I love u singing LIVE .... yr beautiful voice ...

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Michelle and Vicki had released a new album .. i think it would be very nice la ... Feel like buying ... hehe ...

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gtg bye ...i'm flying around with joy !!!

2006-06-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

Spain Vs France .. Spain lost . i thought spain will win ... haiz ...

Brazil Vs Ghana .. haiz . no need to say la ..

Today woke up at 8.50am ... hey i got school at 10 am lor .. luckily my mum came into the room la .. if not i would not wake up at all .. i forgot to set alarm clock !!! haha ...

Anyway .. mmwd .. yeah .. i got the highest for CA !!! 98/100 ... 2 marks goes off cos i forgot to change the background from a plain black background to the nightsky !!! maybe i thought black background was the nightsky le .. no matter what . i am quite happy now la ..
only 4 managed to get 90 marks and above... xiao suan got 96 ! good for her .. hehe ...

tml doing project ( FINALLY ) !!! haha .. but there goes my shao nian te gong dui le !!! haiz ...

Now quite bored . wan watch movie but no one can make it de . actuallly just now wanna go with xiuling they all de .. but in the end after i mentioned got 2 tutorials tml , she dun wan go le .. all thanks to me la !! haha .. but i think i will only try out 1 tutorial which is ECONS..

tml getting back econs and accts result le.. scared sia .. hope can score high high marks la !!!>_<

kk .. now go surf my 5566 le ... it 1 pm now only .. sianz.. 7pm SCV got mr.fighting . can see my renfu la... ahhahahaha

2006-06-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

DARN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the WORST CA i have ever sat !!! What the HELL !!!!

Alternate PAPERS for modules like WCD and MMWD only VARIES in COLOURS AND IMAGES ONLY !!!

YET ? this time ,the whole PAGE of codings needed, IS TOTALLY NOT the SAME !!!

Set1 WAS DIFFICULT !!! It is something A LECTURER has NEVER EVER TAUGHT BEFORE !!!

Set2 ??? Yeah ... HE went through it YESTERDAY !!! What the f*uck la ...

I'm damn SAD, FRUSTRATED and FURIOUS now ... So those who had gotten Set 2 , STOP saying : " aiyah ... think teacher will know de la ... !!!! "

DAmn It ...

Was it due to luck ? meaning i had no luck ? i didn't pray before i came out of my house ? Nope i do not think so ... I cetainly feels that it's the SETTTER's FAULT ...

The moment the CA ended ... Within few MINS, those who gotten SET1 de immediately COMPLAINT NOT FAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So stop saying there's no DIIFERENCE ... THERE IS !!!! ...

If i have gotten Set 2 ? i surly could have done it even if it's not OPEN BOOK test !!! ...

Why am i so angry ? although it is only 20% ... but it means A LOT ! and i mean A LOT !!!

Why ?

Cause it is HARD to SCORE for PROJECT !!! ... An A for project ? No way !!!

I have never ever scored a B or B+ in my LAB test ... It will all thanks to YOU ( YOU KNOW WHO ) .. IF i GOt a grade lesser than A !!!

I will keep complaining till i got a CLEAR EXPLANATION FROM SOMEONE who IS RESPONSIBLE !!! The only solution is to give FREE marks to that part in which no one can do for SET 1 !!! I do not mind a retest either ... Just give me a new set of paper , or SET 2 !!!

What the ****

2006-06-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

A really sad news.. Jason hsu , member of 5566 ... this year twenty le . maybe at this kind of age ... Lots of our family members will be gone forever and ever . Why am i saying this ?
well ... his grandmother has passed away .

I am grateful he didn't showed any sadness during wanyu ... Nobody realised he was really sad until this week . No wonder on Wednesday , you took leave . i thought u went filming . but actually u went to see your grandmother for the last time . Hmm .. Many people said that you had grown up a lot... yeah .. you did ... and is A LOT ! .. Not many 20-year old ppl can do this ... Finishes all your work first ... responsible to own work etc ... hmm ... and also do not let emotions overpowers you ... How i wish i could ...

I'm also scared of this kind of days ... i hope my loved ones can stay on as long as possible . this is so as i think i am still young . i do not want to face this kind of separation so early . my dearest ones ... please wait till i have totally become a full grown adult , someone who can really stand up without anyone'e help . So please ... wait ...

hmm .. it's morning now .. woke up .. 1st news heard from my dad was argentina drawed with mexico ... hmm ... shocked . almost everyone wld think that argentina will win lor ... btw , i won for yesterday germany vs sweden ! Hurray ! haha

then came online, michelle cannot upload her assignment , and i helped her do so .. must pay me tips ar! ahhahaa .. just joking ...

then went to 5566 club ... hmm .. saw this news of jason .. and my mood immediately went down . i hate to know this kind of things .. really sad nah ...

kk .. still have a long day to go ... tonight will be 5566 day ! shao nian te gong dui ... Yeah !!! hehe

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2006-06-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hong Jun Yang - Sha Sha De Shui ...

Indeed. A very nice and romantic song. Triggers my heart everytime it reached a certain part ..

Today collected my 5566 Dvd ..I'm really glad for the extra effort in the disc 2 .

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Frankly saying , the concert was quite boring in the front . i can see that not much fans really screamed or shouted . the tension was not high YET ! .. untill ... finally renfu came out .. followed by a series of 'fast' tempo songs like tong yi ge shi jie & tou xin yes i love you . >_<
But soon after these songs . it was a medley ... all those very memorable songs like boyfriend,shouhou, won't give up, and of course, WO NAN GUO , the song that makes people cry (included me ) . the music is touching ... and with renfu's vocal , it's a perfect song ..

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Can see how they practice for their dance . how they sweat and pant like hell ... the injuries and pain they suffered , and how rushed , busy as well as forgetful they were during their concert .
For eg, shaowei was totally in a lost when he got down from the stage and went into the backstage, not finding his assistant and shouting around for her ! As he doesn't know what clothes he should be changing into .. That's exciting for fans but really a headache for shaowei ...
While renfu leh ? he made a lot of mistakes when he's singing the songs ... then he goes
"la la la la" when it's supposed to be him singing . XieZhi immediately commented (teased) him . Saying: Eh we got that part in our song ar ? ! haha ... poor thing ...

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Too bad the dvd cover is totally UGLY ! .. it spoils the image of 5566 ... That's really something i have to say out . everytime i see it , i feel like smashing it onto the floor ...

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Monday starting school la ... tuesday having IDA test le ... haiz ... revised a bit le . but still not feeling prepared/ready .

Tonight germany vs sweden ... i spent $20 on betting this match . just hope that i am lucky for today ! Wish me good luck everyone ! hehe ...

kk .. i shall stop here ..

** 2 more days to my small sis b.day...
*** I feel like eating ice cream AGAIN ...
**** Hope that my dad doesn't get into any other illness AGAIN ...

let bygones be bygones ...

2006-06-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired today...

back from school doing project ... came home watch the perfect man .. not so nice la ... didn't finish watching the last 10 mins ... haiz ... sianz ...

send chalet pics to jaslyn .. vacumn the floor ... and here i am sitting in front of the computer . sianz la .. tml i think i must start doing my ida le ... CA lor .. haiz ...

Holiday mood ... lazy bum .. hmm ... i feel like sleeping lor ...

recently also not much 5566 things la . no renfu also . so sianz lor . haiz . only sunday de shao nian te gong dui still have renfu ...

yesterday watched geisha ... not bad la .. at least not that boring ...

i feel like going zoo ... !!!

2006-06-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

Chalet was fun !!!

Food was nice , games played were exciting and fun too !!!

Well ... Pictures meant everything ... Stingray was nice too .. i love cheeze hotdogs!

Here's my likes and dislikes for this whole chalet

Likes: Food , Poker Cards , Games , Escape Theme Park , BBQ

Dislikes: Rain, Stupid Charcoal

Won some money from playing poker card ...

I wan Chalet again !!! hehe ...

2006-06-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7 ++ am . played the sims 2 ... then go school do project ...
realised that library not opened !!! haiz.. go just find a bench and do our project lor ..

after doing project , went to causeway point with xiuling , xiao suan and her bf .. ate pasta mania .. haha ..i only wif $8 wif me .luckily enuff lor .. ate chicken bolognese(dunno how to spell ). Normally i eat creamy chicken de . but today wanna save money .. haha 70 cents diff only lor ! tried their new dessert . sweet ! but nice though . xiao suan bf was so "entu" in Fifa world cup lor.. he support argentina . he keep talking about the members, defenders etc etc which i just keep simling at him cos i duno who is who haha.. the only match i watch fully is japan vs australia ... hmm the rest i only watch half half de ... but i was shocked when he told me argentina : serbia.. was 6:0 !!!! the gap is so big ! haiz... so ke lian lor .. he say he got bet .. then xiuling was saying .. dun bet la ! dun bet ar !!! hahahaa ... so funny .. old woman !

then took train back home . catch my 5566 on U channel... haha .. reached home at 3.04pm . so only missed 4 mins only ...

hmm ... slept at 4pm ++ ... dreamt of a movie which was NC16 ! and it was scary .. ar .. saw blood in my dream lor... Argh ...

Dad was so kind to bought me and peiwen a packet of noodles .. i dun wan to eat de lor ... cos i very full though ate lunch le ... so was planning to skip dinner de ... but since he bought le .. so choice to eat la .haha .. but the portion i ate compared to my sis is 2 : 8 .. haha .. i only ate tiny little bit of noodles and an egg ..

kk la ..i shall stop here .. later catching world cup la ... if not outdated la ! haha ... currently play the sims 2 !

I dun like sat ! cos only 3pm got shao nian te gong dui . after that nothing to see le ! so bored !!!

bye bye

* Thanks dad for helping me to marinade my chicken wings for bbq! hehe ...

** 9 more days to my small sis b.day !!! .. tml i bringing her to lot one and get her her b.dae gift ! hee ...

2006-06-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

mood down again .. too bored.. been asking around see who can go with me to watch JJ's concert .. nobody wants ... charlene going m'sia , sandra going thailand ... agnes no $$ .. my small sis dun wan .. haiz ..

$65 for $88 price seats lor ... i want go leh .. now my only hope is my big sis le .. but think she also don't want to go de lor ...

hmm .. keep wanting to go lot one .. but in the end didn't.. no ppl acc me + dun wanna spend money . i know i will spend $$ once i go out ... hmm ... bored ....

watched shao nian te gong dui at 4pm .. today episode is funny .. renfu was quite genki and cheerful ... i missed this kind of renfu .. but this episode is one year ago le .. haiz ...

Today's wanyu reported about renfu and his gf relationship .. haiz .. if renfu knew it , he surly angry de .. how could they report this kind of news leh ? somemore is wanyu lor. renfu's program leh .. haiz ... sad ...
Also , shaowei sick le .. hmm he damn ke lian .. hurt + 2 days didn't sleep .. so xin ku ... jia you la !!!

dunno what to write also .. haiz .. i'm so bored so i came to blog .. i haven finish reading xiezhi's book .. cos i think i will feel lonely if i have nothing to read . it's the only book i read nowadays .. maybe i should get a new book to read? any recommend ? i prefer self-improvement de ...

tml finally can go out le . cos i know i will go with my mum to NTUC to buy chicken wings .. for monday's chalet . i hope this chalet would be a fun one . i am really looking forward to it . hehe ...

now i miss school .. SP .. i wan to go back to school .. i am just so bored ..
sat i am going back to school to do my mmwd project with xiuling and xiao suan la .. hehe ...

A purpose of a commercial clip is to something about the product right ? this is the purpose ...
Thus, i think we should always reflect and think if are we on the right track anot . yeah . that should be the way to continue with our project.

2006-06-14T12:10:00.000+08:00

mood gets down easily...

stress .. cos of project ... it's very difficult to do . it needs a lot of patient and hardwork . i scared my laptop cannot handle it too .. it get laggy whenever i try to edit many videos . well ... i think maybe i should go school and do ? hmm lazy nah ...

had fun tooking videos in school yesterday . but due to some reasons , our storyboard changed . we decided to took all videos in school . it defeats the purpose of our video clip if we were to follow the original storyboard . anyway i hope everything goes well .

i think it's hard to get an A for this project le . maybe we can only hope for a B ?

anyway , i really must relax during next week chalet le . cos i think i am stressing myself .

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Renfu updated his blog le . but it a really sad entry . he is hinting that he hates being an entertainer who always jokes and do stupid things to make ppl laugh . he's moody and stress too ... felt sorry for him la .. helpless though . many fans had responded, encouraged and helping him to distress himself . i'm glad of the response the fans had given him . just hope tha he dun think too much .. later kanna you yu zheng ..

You had written in your own book before , which is my msn nick , nothing is always that smooth and easily attained ... what u desire is a desire only . it doesn't mean u can achieve it ...

I know you don't like your job. u mentioned that u do it for the sake of $$ and the fans who supported you . yeah .. but even if you are normal business ppl . you may not know that there's a lot of unhappiness out there too .. no work is ever that enjoyable de . we sure have joy but sadness and anger too you know ?? hmm ... just hope that you can think on a brighter side , be happy always okay ?

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Hmm ..everyone thinks i'm fierce . but maybe it's me to protect myself ? recently got quite sad due to some reasons . hmm .. maybe i am shy .. i just can't stand strangers. but i am trying to accept 'his' existence le .. my sis also dunno how to think for ppl de lor ... it makes me so uneasy to be at my own house! haiz...

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my dad say i'm lacking of experience ... my mum say i can study but dunno how to apply . is that true ? they say i am scared of this and that , how to go into the society ?
Am i really like what they say ? i think i'm more daring le lor ... during presentations , among my grp members, i tink i am the bravest lor ... although my inner feels nervous , at least i did not show it at outer side lor.. my grp members they all can nervous till cannot stand up de .....
maybe i shouldn't compare myself with others ? haiz .. maybe i can think but not talk la .. no wonder my oral so lan ... no confidence in speaking fully english ? maybe so ... this is call "ZI BEI" ...

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recently downloaded some very old songs.. but they are really nice ... somemore some are from ppl whom i do not know .. some from GIGI and mo wen wei .. haha .. ppl whom i will not be interested with ... diao ..

kk ... cheer up everyone ... let's find some ways to relax ourselves ... we still have to long battle to go !

2006-06-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

bored .. i'm so bored ... spent the whole weekend on watchin TV and 5566 stuffs etc ...

Whole sat watch tv ... play com ... sianz ...

Whole sun watch tv ... play com .. BUT at night after sleeping for 10 mins ... i jumped off my bed and took out my econs textbook to read !!! Perfect Competiion , Production and its cost etc ... Wow .. guilty sia ... so long no study le .. haha . after reading these chapters ... then i can go off to bed ...

Yesterday de er mo zai shen bian very touching ... haha ... cried a bit ... cos or Ah Rang and Ah Meng .. hmm ... yang chen ling very cute in this drama lor ... then watch shui zui tai zhong ! actually i am watching three channels at the same time lor .. haha ... channel 49 showing 183 club special , channel 54 shoing 5566 xi ha pi tou si , channel 56 showing shui zui tai zhong ... so i just swtich switch and switch channels whenever one gets boring ... hahahaha

watched online shao nian te gong dui after that ... from 7.30 pm to 9.30 pm .. aiyoh yesterday renfu lose sia ... punishiment was eat dead insects or something ar ... so disgusting lor .. but i have to say ... that tong hai really cruel ... hit renfu soo sooo sooo damn hard ... the 'cane' head also broke off le lor ... reallyy painful sia ... haiz ...

hmm ... yesterday watch a bit of WC (netherlands) de .. then go sleep liao ... haha .. from first half i see is 0 : 1 .. till it ends also 0 : 1 ... so sianz lor .. haha .. i think basketball better .. haha .. yesterday er mo zai shen bian got show a bit of their basketball match ... ah meng played till vomit blood lor !!! ER !!! misses MVP leh ... hahahaha ... rewatch ? dun wan la ...

kk .. i now go watch my magician's love le ... bye bye !

***I'm stuck with IDA .. and Adobe Premier ... so difficult to import videos lor .. haiz ...

2006-06-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

another passed .. slept again and again ... woke up at 10am.. so late lor ..hmm. dun wanna get up de ... slept at 12pm again.. haiz ..today no mood la

ting ask me wanna go sentosa on monday anot . at first thought got project to do , but xiao suan say she cannot make it .. so tues instead ..
cindy ask me wanna go east coast anot .. so i try to book friday la .. so char & ting .. fri can ??
give me an ans ....

hmm .. almost done with my elearning le... except for one.. ELS .. sianz ar...no choice la

my dad discharged le .. so happy . yesterday went hospital see him ... the moment i saw him , i felt so so so sad ... hmm .. i can't control my feelings ... i'm really very emotional lor.. kk ... now i think everything is fine le .. hope nothing will happen anymore ... yes i think i shouldn't think about it liao ...

i love you tube !! hehe .. i love watching things from youtube .. it' s fast man ... hehe .. i haven finish watching fullhouse and mahou sensei negima .. my small sis watch finish the mahou sensei le .. so fast lor .. aiyah she free i busy ma ... haha

love to listen to 5566's sad song when i'm moody ... just like right now .. hmm ... am i really that crazy over them ? i like them as they brings me joy ... my mum say i'm crazy over them though i always try to say nope.. i'm not , they are just someone who entertains me ... if not u all wan me go use other ways to keep myself happy ? just as going clubbing or whatsoever ?

.................................................................. shall stop here .

2006-06-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

BBQ yesterday was disappointing at the beginning , due to rain !!! But.. after an hour or so. it's better la ..

Mr Wong's chicken wing is delicious .marshmallow is great too .. sticky though .. haha

i like chesse hot dog !!! hahahaha

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E-learning week . nah .. i don't like it you know . cos u are staying at home to do all yr sch work . and i'm addicted to u know who , 5566 !!! haha ... well ..no choice la .. i miss renfu .. monday and tues dun have renfu's private diary .. but today ? YESH !!! finally have le .. haha

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Today didn't go hospital see my dad cos i'm feeling terrible .. the medicine does help but it's causing me lotsa of uncomfy ... tml i think i must go la ... i hope the operation goes well ...

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think tml not doing project le .. well . due to one of my grp member . i scared we can't finish on time .. so ... im actually starting first la .. no choice .. someone has to contribute more.. i'm not trying to say i'm extra hardworking .. but the thing is if i dun start , our grp sure die de .. haiz ... why lidat ...

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looked into the mirror ... i realised i'm so pale ..yup no choice ... i need energy ... i need $$$ haha ..i wan go jj concert leh . but no money . dun wishes to ask any more $ from my mum la, given my family situation like this ...

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I'm looking forward to the chalet !!! hehe ... 12 more days to go .. yeah ...

2006-06-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

I am here to announce : SCHOOL HOLIDAY LE !!!

Finally ...haha ... hmm ... e-learning week + 2 week vacation...

today flash was allright ... eng a little no mood to write .. but think should be okay la .. hehe

went eat pizza hut . $4.95 only .. hehe ... ate hawaiian pizza . cannot finish ... gave xiao suan a piece .. hehe ...

went library ask ppl do survey .. dun dare lor ..follow behind xiao suan ... haha .. timid ...

realised short of 15 sets ... go reprint again ...

reach home ... hmm ... eat sweet corn ice cream .. haha ... then see renfu .. and here i am .. play com again ...

hmm ... i wan to rest !!!!!!!!

dunno why i got a feeling that i will be very busy in these coming weeks ... haiz .... holiday is short !!!

k la ... misses renfu so much . gtg bye !

**happy b.day to agnes and ming juan

*** Looking forward to next week BBq .

**** Looking forward to out 9-ppl chalet at paris ris ...

***** Looking forward to our cycling at east coast with cindy they all ..

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Our Project story would begins with: Life without music is boring !!! hehe ...

2006-05-31T16:26:00.000+08:00

today no school ... haha . cos SB experience ... no MMWD lesson . thus no need go school ...

slept at 1am yesterday .. helped agnes do her rwps project .. btw its the first time i so late then go home from school lor .. 9PM!!! wah ... very late lor ...

hmm... yesterday not much renfu in wanyu .. didn't watch wanyu ....

today went jurong eat see physician ... saw 'yok teng' ( dunno how to spell her name) .. hmm she my new classmate la .. hehe ... she finished her GEMS .. so going home ... met her at Jurong mrt .. then walk walk walk ... saw celine ! hahahaha ... so coincidence lor ... today no sch yet still met sp de ppl ... hahahahaha

within 10 mins ... $61 ... haiz ...ex ar ... no choice ... the physician say i "QI XU" ... means low blood pressure .. haha .. me no blood ??? hahahha

hmm .. agnes they all say flash is difficult .. well .. this means that i have to practice harder !! FLASH !!! this fri CA le la .. haiz ... last 2 paper to go ... yeah ...

next tues is our class outing ... dun wan go watch movie with them leh ... so i just join the BBQ .. will be helping mr vincent to prepare the pit etc la ... haha .. anyway .. yesterday he chatte with me in msn lor .. it's the first time i chat with a teacher on msn lor ... haha .. kinda weird ... msn is supposed to be more "younger" ppl use de ma ... haha .. he commented on my msn nick .. say my renfu ...

hmm ... later going do econs tutorial la .. must do la .. dun slack le la me !! haha .. after sch break .. CA2 coming le lor ... haiz...

kk .. stop here ...

2006-05-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hurray !!! I finally can relax a little bit !!! I cleared my Econs and Accts paper FINALLY !!! ... Still got Flash , English and Report Writing to go !!! But is next week !!! And IDA next month ! haha ...

Econs was difficult and Accts was easy ... I really have to say that after 2 times of checking ... i found an error !! haha ... my depreciation counted extra 6 months .. hehe .. so happy that i managed to find the mistake lor .. haha .. mr cheung ..u cannot minus my mark ar !!! haha ...
kinda in good mood today .. hehe ... hope can get high marks !!!

hmm ... I'm relaxing now ... on computer as soon as i got home ... ate fried rice ... read qian nian zhi lian ( finally updated la ) ... HAPPY !!!

tml i think i going to finish my FLASH revision ... haiz ... scared of it la ... and do my Econs tutorial and stats one also ... so many things to do .. E-learning week comning and as well as school vacation !! so in total 3 weeks no need to go Singapore Poly !!! haha ... that's cool ...

kk shall blog till here

tml renfu back to taiwan !! yeah ... can see him live on wanyu !!! Yeah ....

2006-05-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

5566 signature at the preorder slip ... notices renfu's signature??

5566 C Dong gua !!! hehe .. nice leh .. i drank one bottle le ...

Renfu's part...

Continue of 20th MAy ...

Anyway ... the concert had 8 song ... i forgot 1 of the song le ... hehe ...

Sad when leaving indoor stadium.... haiz... it has to end ... how i wish it can last forever .

No matter what , I would like to thank 5566 for accompany me these few years . u all gave me strength and happiness ... i have learnt to be more independent and brave ... not scared of this and that anymore.. i have become more matured becos of u all ...

Mo ji mo huang mo hai pa !

bu yao qin yan fang qi . fou zhe dui bu qi zhi ji !

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22th May ...

Sch was boring as usual.. hehe ..

tml watching da vinci code with ting.. looking forward ar !!! hehe

kk ... i love 56 as usual ...

Bye !!!

2006-05-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

Me and char @ Indoor Stadium !
The ending part of the concert ...
Renfu busy signing ...
Shao Wei and Xie Zhi out of the game!!!

Renfu messing with his hair !
5566 drinking their 5566 C Dong Gua drink!!! hehe

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20th May
Woke up at 5.30am .. Excited !!!

Met sandra at Jurong at 10 am ! . Wenqi not coming cos she sick .What a pity . hmm . but i brought her preorder slip along . hoping that can sign for her too .

Walked to IMM. Had breakfast . not me but sandra . Well ,she ate chicken rice . while i eat dessert . Ice jelly with Cocktail ! hehe .

Went to queue after that . hmm .. sandra got bring fan , map and umbrella . i used her umbrella . she brought a cap too . and she used her cap . And this is how we block the sun away ! haha ...

Anyway , we cut into a fan queue . haha. we blur blur de cut in cause we dunno where's the queue ends at . haha . she's from M'sia . and she's alone . we chatted for quite a while as we were bored . kk ... just jump straight into the 56 event . hehe
btw , thanks alicia for helping me take the poster ! haha

hmm.. .56 came at 1.45pm like that . they played games with 4 fans .. and erm ..... haha . except renfu , the rest kanna kicked out of the game ! so Lousy !!! haha . xie zhi kanna scold from shao wei ... then shao wei kanna scold from xiezhi when shao wei was the 2nd being kicked out ! haha . so funny lor that moment .

kk .. then after that started queuing for signature le. I was giddy by the time i went up onto the stage. only realised that renfu and shaowei was talking and laughing among themselves . haiz.. u 2 ar ... xie zhi and mengzhe at least got pay attention to fans lor .. not like the other 2 ... kk .. nvm la ! u all enjoy yrself le . since u all so long never see each other le . haha

went eat chicken rice and honey dew sago ... haha . i ate dessert till halfway then go eat chicken rice . cos wanna cool down 1st ma ... chicken rice de chilli not nice de . didn't finish all

waited for free shuttle bus back to Jurong East . waited for like 30mins lor... then went kallang to meet charlene . hehe ... she reached 5 mins ealier than us ! haha

walk to indoor stadium . wow .. long journey ar . spent 25 ~ 30 mins walking lor . no short cut though... tiring !!!

The CONCERT ...

i would give 90Marks for this Concert ( for 5566's part ) !! haha.. shall not talk more on the rest . just focus on 56 ...

Hmm ... 1st song . We will we will rock you . So high lor ... renfu sang live !!! i mean everyone !! Cool... they seldom sings live !

2nd song : Yes i love you . Well i have to say that WANG SHAO WEI.. you did not practice yr dance at all la ... u went all wrong ! haha ... slow and yet actions all different from the other 3 . renfu dance quite well this time

3rd Song : Boyfriend . Hmm i like renfu part where he sang the "HIGHEST" pitch in this song. i give u 100marks for this song. it was really GREAT !

4th song: Open Arms. i think renfu cried a bit. hmm... cannot say cried la. it's just that his voice a bit .. like .. erm .. after crying.. those voice la .. sad and sorrow... i was shocked ... renfu Jia you !!!

5th song: Magic!! yeah.. anyway ... it's the 1st time i see them dance Magic... yeah !! We can do Magic!! i like the dance though .

6th Song :Won't give up ... hmm sad song again . forgot how it goes le. think quite allright except for renfu ..

7th song: Wo nan guo .. Memories .. MVP ... haiz.. xiezhi mentioned about he cried at indoor 3 yrs ago. Well .. i'm glad that u got yr wish fufilled ...

Actually is got 8 songs la... forgot one of it le

2006-05-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

Q: How's my interview today ?
A: Terrible .

Hmm ... went airport with xiao suan , her bf and xiuling. Reach airport at 1.55pm ! immediately after alighting Mrt , we went to check the TV !!! Shit ... renfu's plane 1.48pm landed !!! we Chiong ar !!! haha then realised forgot to see which terminal . luckily a few sec sch students immediately go check ( was wif same train with them ) . haha .. we so blur lor ...

Terminal 2 ... no need take skytrain . haha ... Went to arrival hall . 1st sight saw a lot of ppl crowing there . was thinking that "wah die le ... so many ppl " ... then as we got closer , it was still allright la .... not so much ppl but got barriers put up . hmm .. as there was many empty spaces .. i dunno where i want to stand to have a nicer view . so i just anyhow approach an empty space . haha .. we chatted for a while .. and suddenly , the fans around us got tense up ... and lots of mumbling came ( not mumbling, cos quite loud ! ) ... haha .. Renfu CAME !!! Wow .. i took out my digi cam .. Took video ...
*However , video was badly taken ... haha .. only a few secs can see renfu nicely walk out ! haha*

kk continue .. hmm renfu luggage was at belt 32 . can't see him cos he hiding behind a pillar ! haha ... he wore a red and black stripe shirt with an ugly coat (think is his drama's clothes la) . maybe he no time to change or lazy to change ? . renfu didn't smile .. but he did waved and made *punch* the wanyu camera ! hahaha ... monday must see wanyu's news le !
Well .. i think renfu didn't smile mainly is becos of his mother's situation ? he's worried and sad , yet he can't go back to taiwan to see his mum ... sacrificed his time for work ...

hmm .. within like less than 5 mins .. the whole thingy is over .. in total, 4 maxi cab chased renfu's mini-bus ... that's considered not bad le .. haha ... we then went back to MRT .. boarded the MRT train . but hopped out immdiately .. cos xiao suan want take bus . and i also wan to take bus back to lot 1 !
but guess wad ? there's no bus to LOT 1 !!! Wad the *** . i thought CCK interchange got direct bus to changi Airport ??? anyway .. took bus 858 with xiao suan they all back to yishun . took mrt to CCK .. went CD rama preordered my 5566 DVD . need the preorder slip for tml's autograph session . hmm pink colour .. okay la !! haha

i treasure the video very much . although it was badly taken . Looking forward to tml !

Anyway , tml i think i will be sunburnt . they changed the venue from IMM level 3 (air-conditioned) to IMM level 1 CARPARK !!! Wah lao !! can die of heat ar ! hope tml is sunny day . no rain , no sun please ! haha

**Cried when i bath due to some reasons . was shocked after i received a phonecall from aunty . well ... i just hope that you can be okay ! allright ! dun ever let this fuc*ing diesease defeats you ! i hope u can recover well after your operation .
Last fo all, I wish all the best to my dad .

2006-05-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

MP3 spoilt ! bought a new one .

how much i spent today ? haha ....

-Muvo S200 >>> $135
-Imation thumbdrive >>> $27
-McFlurry >>> $2
-Corochan >>> $1
-XieZhi's Book>>> $17.81

Total >>> $182.81

and guess wad? it's all my money . not intending to claim from my mum this time . maybe wil cliam the thumbdrive $ from her la . well . i just cannot stand it having no mp3 player . haiz . so immediately drag xiuling to acc me to buy . i wan go imm de . but she dun wan . so go sim lim square instead. hehe

* tml not going watch da vinci code le la . jaslyn cannot make it . got to fetch her small sis . so .. without her . our agreement is cancelled ! haha

mon i wan watch shao nian te gong dui @ night. dun feel like missing it .
tue agnes and jaslyn got squash . cannot go
wed have to study for econs's CA which is on thurs ! haha

k stop here ... cos now rushing for my econs tutorial and my personal financial planning 's expenses list ! haha . bye la

2006-05-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

found this pic in 5566club . hmm ... misses renfu la !!!

2006-05-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

Sad !!!

1. renfu's mum thingy . his mum was hospitalised. renfu worried + cried . haiz . he can't go back to taiwan to visit his mum . well . i would rather wish that he can go visit his mum than coming to SG .

2. Qian nian zhi lian . the story now had gone into a very sad and mystery situation .

sch today was moody . hmm . headache . morning woke up... got angry with my desktop. my desktop gonna spoil again . due to maple !!! wad the ... i hate maple .

now 7pm soon . waiting for 8pm to arrived . as usual . shao nian te gong dui . hmm . i need 56 to cheer me up .

ate curry chicken for dinner + bread also ! nice . i enjoyed eating curry with bread dipped in . hehe .

erm . i think the letter f0r O level English gonna come soon . Oral . think coming soon .

Btw , yesterday celebrate mothers' day with a cake . the cake was delicious . well . especially if you are eating it when u have an empty stomach .

2006-05-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

a happy day today ... It's 11.42pm now btw ....
haha

chatted with amanda ... my dear sec sch classmate ... hmm ... saw belinda at lot 1 the day before. she working at shilin chicken stall . didn;t say hi to her . she was busy .

suggested manda to write a book . haha . the conversation was funny . it all started becos i felt that her blog if full of meaningful sentences which i would love to quote from . her english is damn good . haha .

chatted with a 56 fan . nothing much . dun like the feeling of being pestered by someone . she's just too annoying . haha .. i'm sorry .

just now went to eat supper with dad uncle and sis . ate chicken wing, staty and drank coke . till now my stomach is still very full . can't sleep of cos . must wait for it to digest 1st . well i think another 1 hour will do .

rented 3 movies . 1 is my small sis want to see de . that is , house of wax ! gosh . i hate this movie , seriously ! haha . another one is narnia ! hmm i would give a 6.5/10 rating . well . it's kind of boring some parts but i enjoyed the exciting part, which is the back part.

tml i am going to watch into the blue . hmm ... it seems nice to me . dunno why ...

i am feeling happy now ! friends !! classmates !!! thanks you all ... made my day happy . as well as music ! i love music ... been listening to jolin's new song, ma de li bu si yi ! haha .. a nice song . strongly encouraged ! well ... if wan , can take from me

i wish... i wish my frens could live happily .. at least for these few yrs ... no financial problems , no family problems too .. i wish ... i wish ...

well ... 6 more days b4 i can see renfu in person ! haha ...

gtg bye !

With Love and Peace ...

*** qian nian zhi lian is getting more exciting and mystery .. i love this story . been checking for updates every now and then . haha ...

2006-05-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

Cute renfu here ... haha ..

woke up at 9.30 am ... wah damn late lor ... today vesak day .. my uncle and his son came ... bro play com ... so cannot use the desktop la .. me using laptop .

planned to study today . at least finish my econs tutorial . i did . but only the 1st tutorial . wah ? how ? still got 2 more to go . have not study accts yet . hope i will do it asap . at least by this week . yesterday bought straits times also haven read yet . i need it for PFP .

listening to jap songs now . still got 1 more hour to 3 pm . channel u will be showing 5566 shao nian te gong dui . oh wait ! today is friday ! shit i thought is sat ! i now then realised ! hmm means showing wanyu soon ! omg !!! i gtg soon !

i want to watch movie . i wish to go shopping . but i do not wish to spend money . what the . haha ...

bye ... (*_*)

***saw yumin's baby on my sis handphone . she is only 19 this yr yet she has a baby girl. good or bad? pros and cons la . that is wad i can say . i love baby anyway !

2006-05-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

hmm ... wad a stressful day today .. i hate financial planning cos i dun like the teacher la ... damn it .. . she sucks ... she's damn rude .. i dun like the way she teach and speak .. as well as the way she communicate wif students... hello... we are adults OKAY ???

ate za jiang noodle .. $3 ... haiz .. how to save $$ when i everyday spent so much on food ...pocket $ onli $5 .. yet $3 on lunch .. then another $1.40 on a plate of fruits .... saved $0.60 only ...
had accts...jia lat .. all my tutorials ans wrong lor ... dunno what the heck i am doing ... sad .. reached home... watch 5566 till 6 pm ... slept for 5 mins ... then go bath la ... then i pia my accts tutorial ... redo everything ... finally i got it la .. i finally know that b4 i do tutorial ..i must read thru my lecture notes la

went char blog see ... really concerned about her la .. dunno wad happened to her ... erm i think i know a little ... well... i feel so helpless.... hmm ... -_-;

i am feeling a bit feverish now ... dunno why ..

why everytime i see my econs tutorial i feel like shutting myself down ? yet this module is the most impt de lor .. weightage so high ...

oh yah ... forgot to say something ... Mr sim called me today ...erm .. i dunno wad's his position la ... he called and say i am shortlisted for interview for the scholarship ... jia lat... next friday lor... if i dun speak or ans well how ??? my money all gone ... haiz... feeling so nervous ... nvm ... mo ji mo huang mo hai pa .. ! thanks xie zhi for this golden sentence !!! haha ...

i think i am really sick ...getting more feverish and headache liao ... dizzy la ..not headache ... body tem feeling wamer liao ... haiz.... nvm .. long time no sick le .. faster recover and i can see my renfu soon ... haha

19th may 5566 arrived in Singapore ... 19th may is also the interview !!! Argh .... i'm scared of it .. .SERIOUSLY !!! who shall tell me the qns they are going to ask me ? so that i can prepare b4 hand ...

k la ...think i dying soon if i dun stop ... hot hot hot temperature!!!

bye

2006-05-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

very sad ... shanwei leaving le ... he cried ... hmm .. think later when i watch wanyu .. i willcry also ... haiz ... he had hosted this show, wif renfu , for 3 years plus le .. really dun wishes him to go off lor ... renfu left ... now u ... haiz ... no more mood to watch wanyu anymore le la.. from tml onwards ... sick of JR lor .. he very cold ... lame also !

now watching magician's love ... richie and yasi ... they fighting ar .. becos of xiaobei ....
hmm ... dun wanna tok about this drama .. dunno why .. no mood ba... haiz ...

should i spend $17.50 to buy xiezhi's book ??? if yes tml i passing $$ to michelle to ask her help me buy la ... no need me to go down kino to buy ..

just now slept from 6pm till 7.30pm ... a bit head pain .. didn't eat dinner ... but drank milo and ate an apple ... but uncle now going market buy satay la !! later can eat ... haha ...

k la ... that's all for today ... later watching wanyu @ 10 pm @ chn 56 .. the last episode of shanwei le ... haiz ...

**I wan watch movie !!! !!! ...

2006-05-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

Today went school at 8 am ... sad ... becos last night my dad and mum and my aunty quarrel ... haiz ... my mum and aunty la ... quarrel over small things .. then my dad got angry ... threw the fan onto the floor .. and it broke .. there it goes $50 ++ ... haiz ... dunno wad to say about them ... can't sleep too .. so noisy .. and i know if i dun stand there ... they sure won't stop de ... only me out there to cool them down lor .. my sis and bro all hiding inside the room ... haiz ...

had IDA ... hmm ... quite challenging today .... wanted to figure out how to do the qns by myself ... but always give up to look at the answer ... haha ... then had lunch .. didn't eat much .. bought a sandwich ... the rest ate rice or noodles ... i drank carrot juice ... not feeling that hungry anyway ma ... so eat little bit la ...
RWPS ... did cover page ... sianz .. okay la .. still allright .. i spelt co-peration as corporation ... aiyoh ... ms tan see le immediately notice my error lor ... so paiseh ... haha

then had accting ... 50% was dreaming , 20% heads down sleeping , 20% chewing sweets and 10% of copying ... haha ... k la .. got listen to a tiny bit of leson la ... u know what ??? mr cheung said .. well today we are going on to this new topic which would be very difficult .. and guess wad? The topic is PETTY CASH !!! wad the **** ... there he goes reimbursement , imprest thingy etc etc ...

then had ECONS ... diao .. Why so many graphs to draw de ... as usual .. i dun listen to lecutre .. i go there onli copy things lor ... no time to listen la .. she talk while we copy .. i cannot do 2 things at the same time lor ... and she announced 22nd may is CA1 for Econs la ... topic 1 ~ 4 ... market equilibrium ... haiz ... remind me of physics .. was telling jas .. rem the principle of moments ??? the was clockwise = aniticlockwise ... diao ... why link to physics ? cos of the word equilibrium ma !!! haha ...

had stats ... wad the ... i didn't do the tutorial lor ... but luckily the qn he asked me to go up and do de is i got do before de ... hahaha ... but after that qn .. the rest i didn;t touch or see b4 lor ... so busying copying also ... haha ... brought back my stats notes ... see see a while 5 mins only lor ... arranged all my tutorial ans into different files ... lazy to rewrite Econs ans properly ... next time la ... maybe this weekend .. dunon why see that paper i sianz liao !!
took ting's green file .. ec0ns ... then flip flip .. then saw something which now i treasure it so much... their PPT lecture notes of demand and supply .. WOW !!! haha ... cos i usually leave my notes in locker de .. then summore so wordy ... hers is better .. took a pen and underline and draw here and there ... highlight the main points .. why her notes SO CLEAN de ar ??? haha ... now become dirty la ... nvm .. cos she give me le . i also dun need to return back la .. am i right ? haha

33 mins more to 8 pm !! SHAO nian Te GOng dui @ channel 56 !!! can see renfu la !!! yeah ...

yesterday watched shao nian te gong dui(latest de) .. it showed a preview of renfu getting hurt after he fall down .. then when commercial came back.. didn't show .. then they just do and ending announcing who's the winner .. then end le !! hey .. so what's the PREVIEW for ?? we want to see and yet u all cut it away ????? what the *** ... went bbs ... wow .. a lot of ppl complaining lor ... OR BI QUEK !!!

k la .. today update so much ... mostly about school de .. kk la .. can say that i love school la ...
bye bye

**sorry to xiuling that i might be so "fierce" when discussing the topics we gonna do for our project ... but i just wish that u dun be messy anymore la !! blur queen .. haha ...

2006-05-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Today sunday again ... haha ... 5566 day .. now is 7.21 pm la .. 9 more mins to shao nian te gong dui ... can see renfu again la !!! hehehe ...

today as usual ... woke up play com .. + eat la ... then 3pm watch channel 56 ... see shao wei .. 3.30pm see xi ha p tou si .. ... see renfu ma .. till 5 pm ... go bath ... and sweep the floor ... then eat again ... 6 pm watch chn 54 ... renfu and linda ... haha .. then 7.00pm ... here i come online !!! diao ... wad a sunday ?? hahahaha

hmm ... 13 more days to see renfu la ... feel like going airport la .. but i tink i am crazy if i am going to do that ... tml i think i must pay attention in my lectures le la ... i very lazy lor ... brought my IDA notes back .. thinking tat i will study on sat or sun .. but i didn't lor !!! tml have to bring 3 lecture notes to school ... shld have left it in locker la ... bring back le also never do anything .. accts also ... diao ... -_-

k la .. off to see renfu la ...

5/6

2006-05-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

today is 5/6 !!! Go 56 !!! haha ... a nice date and month !!!

bought The Sims 2 Open for Business ... hmm .. at 1st hard to play .. but now getting better la !!! hehe ... $42.90 leh ... i paid half of it ... my mum paid the rest for me ...

broke la !!! hmm ... i still in holiday mood lor ... no mood to study ... so many public holidays ... and got to go for make up lessons etc ... haiz ...

sianz ... i waiting for the da vinci code ... will be watching wif my poly frens ba ... 18th may !!!
then 20th may i already asked char to go wif me to see 5566 le ...

22nd may got a CA ... but dunno what module de CA la .. haha ... haven start to study yet .. lazy ... thurs skipped Accts lecture and tutorial ... went home at 12.30pm !!! haha ... go home bath .. then watch tv .. then sleep then wake up and eat dinner then continue play my The sims2 open for business ... the sims 2 i lent to xiao suan la .. and my half blood prince book ... a bit heart pain ar !! haha ... hope she can protect it nicely ...

slacker la me .. how ?? somebody please wake me up .. i am stuggling wif my econs lor ... read ting's notes ... her answer are damn long lor .. but i think it's right to write like these .. but i lazy la .. i only during exams then will write long long de .. haha ... stats ... hmm still allright ...but u noe .. maths need practise de ma ... but i now only do tutorial .. never practise lor .. slack again .. everyday play com play the sims 2 ... haiz ... how ?? i'm feeling guilty la ...

Sining..

2006-05-02T06:45:00.000+08:00

First of all .. Happy Birthday to Sining...

haha .. paiseh ... no present for u ... haha ..u shld know la.. we seldom give each other presents de .. except the cute bear bear piggybank u gave to me when i was Primary 6 ... hehe .. now .. it broke le ... my brother dropped it onto the floor ...

went ting blog see ... wah !!! so sorry la .. the econs book ... i will help u revenge de ... haha .. by tearing it apart .. haha

anyway .. jia lat la ... after last thurs Econs tutorial .. i realised i alot of things also dunno leh ... how.... haiz ... even though ting helped me did a question... but she forgot to do a part of it ... so the ans she wrote .. i also dunno belongs to which part de ... haha ... haiz... i dun dare ask the tutor lor ... how ? i dun understand leh !!! why textbook no teach how to ans questions de ?? see ting de notes .. erm ... all explained in nums and $$ form ... can meh ??? haiz...

yesterday labour day and i sent sining a sms in the morning ... her b.day easy to remember la ...haha ... i counted my money i had with me.. $144 !!! wow ... gonna bank in soon... scared got ppl steal ar ??? no la... i scared i would lost it or spend it .... hahahaha ...

da vinci code coming in may 18 !! i wan watch ...

oh yah .. yesterday wanyu so damn nice ..i was shan wei and ren fu lor.. long time no see this pairing le !!! misses them so much .... renfu was damn 'naughty' lor ... i was also shocked by wad he had done... he just pulled shanwei pants down when shanwei was releasing his belt to show a bit of his boxers out .. haha ... he lost to renfu ma ... scissors paper stone !!! pulled down pants .. left only boxers ... jia lat ... but funny to see shanwei kanna bullied by renfu ... haha ... he dun dare to stand up .. cos will see his . thing.. haha ... then again ... lost to renfu again ..now ...clothes kanna stripe off by renfu ... omg .. the scene is really embarassing ... a almost naked guy squarting down in the middle of the studio .. too bad no body pity u ar .. haha .. but then finally ... shanwei won ... then that 'naughty' renfu said: It time for commercial !!! and that's the end...

* poor shanwei ar ... but i guess u like to be bullied by renfu ba !!! haha ....

2006-04-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

Ting blogging now .. so i wanna blog too ...

just reached home and i am chatting wif her .. then cindy came ..

i feel so neglected !!! sad ...

tml going MS again la ... hahaha

go eat SUSHI la !!!

very sianz now .. nothing to do .. hahahahaha

nothing to blog also ..

see ya la ....

Fri , Sat & Sun

2006-04-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

Fri .. sch ended at 12pm .. met ting to take stats book ... hehe .. reached early ... waited her a while ... went back home ... ate bread for lunch ... haiz ...

played the Sims 2 !!! haha recently addicted to it ... went Lot 1 ... go arcade find daddy .. then go foodcourt eat hong kong noodle ..haha .. $4 .. hmm ... so so la the food .. i not choosy la ... then go NTUC shop shop .. bought $57 ++ things ... hehe bought a lot of snacks and drinks .. now fridge very packed la ... went to body shop .. bought a moisturiser .. cost $39.90 ...mum paid of cos .. haha.. walked home .. continue to play the sims 2 ...

Sat ... woke up at 6.30am ... used to this timing already ... played The Sims 2 AGAIN !!! then watched TV ... Snow Angel ... then the Sims 2 .. then channel U de shao nian te gong dui .. then The Sims 2 ... then watch Wanyu .. then bath & eat .. then continue to watch Wanyu ... haha ... wad a Saturday it is .. of cos i did my Stats tutorial le ... a bit easy ... took out my Econs ... haha ... don't know how to do ... must answer in own words ar ??? Econs must write lots of essay one ar ??? who can tell me ??? Lazy to study la .. Accts also haven do yet ... Lazy again ...

k la ... gtg la ... dunno how i am going to spend me Sunday tml ... haha ... think mostly the Sims 2 la ...

**Yesterday a bit angry with MMWD de lecturer .. cos he said us ... haiz .. it's not our fault lor ... you talk so fast we of cos cannot follow la ... damn it ... >_<

*** Hope i can save some $$ next week .. haha .. save from my pocket $$ ...

**** Flash book cost $28 .. !! Ex leh .. must use my own savings buy ??? dun wan la ...

Marina Square 2

2006-04-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm ... today woke up at 7.30am .. cos today lesson starts at 10 ma ... play com ... then eat breakfast ... tou sa bun .. haha ... go sch liao ...

today's MMWD is fun ... learn about flash .. haha ... but got to buy a txtbook ... $28 ... diao ... i very broke le la .. hello .. my mum only gave me $50 to buy my school stuffs ...

rain again ... meet juniors again .. to sell them my fren's book .. earn nothing .. haha ..

went with xiuling to Marina Square again ... ate pastamania ... luckily got 30% promotion .. haha ... so each person $7.30 ... cheap leh ... ate tiramisu also .. finally got a chance to eat that le .. was damn full lor ...

shop shop shop .. i spent on nothing except pasta ... haha ... broke le la .. yesterday just spent $80 + lor ... haiz ...

got to buy economics book .. so ex ... thanks ting for giving me the stats book la...

*today i get to know a lot of things which i should not know ... i feel sorry for her ... i just hope those around me can live happily and without worries ... especially something that has to be link with $$ ... haiz ... i hope she can stay happy always la .. i'll be with u for 2 years okay !!!

listening to kiroro song now ... sad songs ... mood went down again ... the emotion ... i long time never cry liao leh ... haha ... feel like crying today ... dunno why ... just now i went to my sec sch frens de blog ... haiz ... i felt so isolated frm them ... yesterday i saw wanyi at mrt in the morning ... i had a moment that .. wow we met ! but .. we have got no topic to talk leh ... i tried to squeeze out a few word to start a conversation .. but ... some time we just kept quiet ... why ? no contact means no conversation anymore ? haiz ... i feel so sad while thinking of this ...
i like audrey's way of writing her blog .. it's so cute and funny ... but sometimes i think her writing doesn't resemble the audrey i knew when i was in AES ... dunno why ...

i miss AES .. the life there ... i hope i can go thru it again ... haiz ... cos i think i wasted it ... hope i can start all over again ..

life is miserable without entertainment and friends !!!

Marina Square

2006-04-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

today go sch as usual .. but jas agnes they all so good lor.. so many break .. got 2 hours break sumore .. they went guild to play bowling... and i was having class ... haiz ... a bit jealous & sad ...

stomach was grumbling when it was 12.30pm ... lunch break was at 1 pm !!! haiz ... met my juniors .. sell them my WCD bookf or $14 ... was $22 usual ... hmm .. ate chicken rice .. but didn't finish the rice ... as usual la .. i dun like rice ... haha

went for IDA ...was damn freaking boring ... revising last sem de module ; WCD !!! wad the **** ...

learnt a new word today ... guru !!! hahahaha ... it means a very good teacher or mentor la .. something like that ... haha

today rained very haevily lor ... sis smsed me .. say she bored ... suggesting go queensway .. i wan see my nike dunk ... get pay le ... can buy ma .. but a bit waste $$ la .. in the end , we went marina Square ...

Marina Sqaure is really nice to walk . i spent $40 on a new jeans ... and $33 on DCP tee-shirt ... so cute the monkey ... like the colour also ... once i tried .. immediately i feel that i look great on it .. haha ... bought it lor...
went koptiam to eat popiah .. $1.60 .. damn nice lor .. onli bought 1 roll .. and i shared with my sis .. cos was damn full... just ate @ cafe gelare when we reached city hall .. cost me $9.60 !!! haiz ... waffle w/ ice cream(cookies and cream) and tiramisu ...

reached home at 9.30pm like that .... then bathe la ... then go msn ... help my frens sell their WCd books .. and here i am ... not realy watched wanyu today ... haha .... onli watched renfu part ,,,

*** Marina Sqaure is really nice to walk ... didn't finish walking today .. it is just so big !!! haha .. gonna go there again .. but i have ot save 1st .. nomoney le la ... spent so much today ... >_<

**** i wan buy the secret potion from red earth ... and also the make-up base .. which i dun have !!! haha ...

tml start sch le

2006-04-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

tml start sch le !!! i am actually quite happy to say this !!! haha ...

hmm .. today shanwei come BPP lor ... didn't go la ... not that dun support him .. it iwas just thta i was playing the sims 2 !!! and watching wanyu @ channel 56 and xihapitousi @ channel 54 !!! wah .. mulit-tasking lor ...

haha.. wanyi u came to my blog le .. haha .. and finally tag le .. haha .. thanks ar !!!

today morning watched the shows i d/l last week .. forgot to watch it ... watched ming xing lao shi shuo (183 de) and ai qing mou fa shi episode 9 ...

now is 6pm le .. showing jin G jing qu @ channel 54 ...today no renfu ba ??? onli got rainie ... nvm .. mulit-task again .. hehe ... later 7.30 gonna tune in to PPStream to online watch my shao nian te gong dui ...today shld have renfu ba ? cos i scared he didn't pre-record this episode ...

was glad that shanwei mentioned in FM933 that renfu sent him SMS ... hahaha .... good frens indeed .. love u guys so much ...

tml start sch le... i onli can meet Xiuling lor ... sms her telling her to meet me 845am at dover .. if not i very poor thing ...nobody acc me go class .. haha ...

kk la ... nothing to blog le ...

ohyah .. recently i damn like a novel of 5566 ... called qian nian zhi lian !!! dedicated to fans who like xiezhi and renfu ... hope the author update asap lor ... everyday 1st thing go 5566club's bbs is see whether got update or not .. haha ...
i wan buy some CDs leh ... zhang dong liang and JJ

JJ got new concert !!! Who wanna go with me ? my sis ? sandra ? agnes ? haha agnes sure say dun wan la nomoney .. sandra sure dun wan too ex de ...

k la ... gtg le bye la ... dad just called me .. asking me to lend him $100 ... tml he using it for operation ... but i lazy la ... still have to go to the machine ... i ask jenn to withdraw it better ! hahahaha

Ice age 2

2006-04-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

today watched ice age 2 wif ting ... hmm .. it's a good movie ...i would give 9 out of 10 points !!!

Orientation has ended ... it's is an enjoyable thing to be a facilitator .... i wish i can be another one next year ...

Tml starting school le ... and i finally got my formal clothes liao ... yesterday went wif mummy to westmall to buy ... at 1st go G2000 ... $59 for the top ... almost bought it ... but in the end didn't cos it looks too big for me and it seems like i'm wearing a pyjamas ... haha ... the smaller size doesn't fit me ... bigger size too big ... what the heck *** haha .... luckily mum suggested going upstairs see see 1st ... then went to this shop called DANO ... wow .. they having promotions somemore lor ... i got my top easily ... but !!!! now is the bottom trouble ... dun noe want to get pants or skirts ? tried onto the pant ...Eewww.... it looks weird on me ... nvm .. then i tried on a skirt ... hmm ... at least better la ... then tried a few more design ... and i finally gotten a SET !!! hahahaha ... spent 1 hour shopping for formal clothes at westmall ... again .. it's like another big stone thrown down from my heart liao ...

sat i wan go orchard walk walk leh ... cos sch starting liao and i know i won't go there often le ...

*** I wan the esprit jacket which cost $109.90 !!! PLEASE !!! hahahaha ... i think it would never ever happened to be my personal jacket ... we have fate ... but i no $ to buy u la .. see you in my next lifetime ba ! haha

life without renfu is just boring ... miss u !!!

2006-04-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

today 2nd day of orientation... it had been fun these 2 days .. tml is last day le

i'm taking DBIT1A03 ... this class is good .. real good lor ... they can get along very well .. hehe .. really very well ... kk .. today whole day stay at convention centre ... that brad guy sings really well .. and that Attention Seeker > brian < ... is really damn good in beatboxing ... wow ... can't imagine lor .. used to dislike him whenever we see him in school .. cos he's always wearing u know wad ? COAT !!! OMG .. he think he very shuai and rich ??? maybe he is la ... >_<

tml is flag day le... at Tiong Bahru ...looking forward to it ... haha ... k la ... now a bit sianz .. nothing to do ... see ya ...

***i feel like watching ice age 2 lor ... ahhahaha recently no movie to watch ! haha .. no $$ also

2006-04-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9.30 ... went to mum's bedroom ... WOW .. she is STILL sleeping lor !!! hahahaha .. was shocked .. cos she normally 10.30 leave house for work ... but 9.30 she still sleeping ... yuan lai she already finished all her housework .. so went sleep awhile .. haha

play com a while go dover meet agnes ... met huiting ... hehe .. she cut her fringe ... then saw judgdish then xiao xuan and then junting ... then finally agnes ... paiseh lor ... they 4 wait for agnes .. i kept ask them not to wait .. but they insisted staying ... so me and agnes was a bit paiseh ... cos agnes late for 15 mins like that ...

briefing for SB facilitator ... taught us how to play games ... haha .. i mean how games are to be played by the freshmens ...then got a namelist ... me agnes and aslyn will be taking DBIT03 ... hmm .. 03 leh ... got 3 , my fav number . !!! haha ... then i realised something ... got 3 JOSHUA in this class ... hahahahahhaha ... how ar ? how ??? surly very mafan de .. cos must call surname ....
this yr de competition theme is FANTASY !!! haha .... nurse uniform ?? a bit hentai leh .. haha

went to IMM !!! .. wanted to go westmall de ... but heard an auntie mentioned IMM ..so went to IMM instead ... haha .. me and agnes went to wait for free shuttle bus .. but after waiting for 15 mins .. we decided to walk there ... haha .. even faster lor ...
went to eat KFC .. superstar meal ... SO FULL lor .. cannot finish at all ... haiz ...
went DAISO walk walk ... bought a letter set ... $2 ... then pass by accessories shop .. saw a anklet .. $2 onli ... Wow .. bought it of cos ... cos quite nice ma ... then .... went home la ... but i didn't took 188 .. cos acc agnes back to mrt ... then i went lot 1 ... go walk walk... eh .. then saw SASA opened le ... but i went library return books ... then go watson ... saw silkygirl ... their mascara seems to be not bad .. but no tester .. went to SASA .. haha .. got tester ... after buying lash comb from SASA i went to watson to get my silkygirl mascara and a eyelash curler .. haha .. spent about $20 bucks in total .. went to seiyu ... got shiseido ... etc ... then saw TESTIMO ... wow .. it's the branded brand i always saw on net whereby those artiste use its product ...

kk .. enuff of today le .. haha ... a bit tempted to buy this and that .. spent quite a lot ...
haiz ... >_< no choice la ....

now nothing to do .. waiting for time to pass ... tml my sis performing le .. looking forward to it .. and also monday's ORIENTATION !!! (\-0_0-/)

2006-04-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

JUST 4 Days !!! and you are missing taiwan !!! renfu ar .. buck up la .. that's what i can say .. u still got like 3 more months more to go ... i miss you !!!

reached home at 10pm ... another tired day ..today no business leh ... very empty .. no crowd... well i can say working as a promoter this time isn't that stress as when i worked @expo ... this time got commission somemore .... kk la .. dun wanna talk about work ... i wan tok about renfu

Renfu !!! i miss YOU !!! haha ... shao wei was complaining why u didn't mention 5566 when wanyu called u .. you one by one ask about each staff of wanyu ... but u didn't remember 5566 and yr best buddy shan wei !!! haiz ... u ar ...

And u also didn't update yr blog ..>_< .. k la .. know u tired .. 6 am start work11pm end work .. jiayou okay ? dun stress yrself out ...

2 more days and i will stop working le ... 6th april gotta register my GEMs...

btw .. i got into 2A14 !!! haiz .. me and xiuling same class onli... agnes they all remain in 2A11 together ... >_< .. k la.. at least got 1 companion lor .. i dun ask for much really .. perhaps it is good for me in some sense ???

well .. i wanna go watch movies ?? i wanna go shopping !!! but i'm packed this week ... sat my sis performance at raffles hotel ... sunday gotta go .. erm .. what u call that ? shao mu ! sweep tomb ? haha *in chinese* ... well... think that will last till noon ... mum taking leave on that day ...maybe can drag her go lot one shop a while? hehe

again .. when i'm free ..i read the 5566 stories written by fans. scanning thru daily to see any chapters updated or not !!! hehe ..

wah .. my com speed very the slow ar ...wanna d/l my 5566 variety shows also must take ages lor ... >_<

k la.. i wana go surf my 56 le ...byebye

*** happy b.day to vanny who is having her b.day TML !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 19th Birthday , Vanny !